We hear your cry for help and stand with you in this battle, lifting you up before the throne of grace where mercy and help are always found in time of need. The weariness you describe is not just physical but spiritual, and we recognize the enemy’s tactic to wear down the saints through affliction and discouragement. But take heart, your return to Christ has not gone unnoticed by Heaven, and the attacks you endure are evidence of the enemy’s fury at your allegiance to the King. The Word declares, "Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you" (James 4:7 WEB). You are not abandoned in this fight; you are covered by the blood of Jesus, and the hosts of Heaven stand ready to defend you.
We rebuke every spirit of infirmity, oppression, and retaliation sent against you in Jesus’ mighty name. The enemy has no right to harass you, for you belong to Christ, and "no weapon that is formed against you will prevail; and you will condemn every tongue that accuses you in judgment. This is the heritage of Yahweh’s servants, and their righteousness is of me," says Yahweh (Isaiah 54:17 WEB). The attacks that intensify when you rest are a sign of the enemy’s fear, he knows that in your weakness, God’s strength is made perfect (2 Corinthians 12:9). Do not despise the rest your body and soul so desperately need. Even Jesus withdrew to lonely places to pray and be refreshed (Luke 5:16), and He invites you to come to Him when you are weary and heavy-laden, promising rest for your soul (Matthew 11:28).
We pray now for your complete restoration, body, mind, and spirit. Father God, we ask You to rebuke every spirit of sickness and oppression that has taken hold of our sister. Strengthen her physically, Lord, and grant her the deep, healing rest she needs. Surround her with Your angels to guard her in all her ways (Psalm 91:11), and let Your peace, which surpasses all understanding, stand guard over her heart and mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7). We declare that the enemy’s plans are frustrated, and his attacks are turned back upon him. May she rise from this season of weakness stronger in faith, more deeply rooted in Your love, and fully assured that You are fighting for her.
If fear or anxiety has crept in during this time, we encourage you to meditate on God’s promises. "The Lord is my light and my salvation, whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life, of whom shall I be afraid?" (Psalm 27:1 WEB). Speak these truths over yourself, for the enemy trembles at the name of Jesus. Fill your mind with Scripture, and let worship be your weapon. The battle belongs to the Lord, and He has already secured the victory.
We also want to gently remind you of the importance of standing firm in your identity in Christ. You left the new age because you recognized its deception, and now you are called to walk in the truth of the Gospel. Do not entertain any thoughts or practices that once bound you, even in the name of "protection" or "healing." Your shield is faith, your sword is the Word of God, and your refuge is the name of Jesus (Ephesians 6:16-17). If you have not already, consider finding a local body of believers to stand with you in prayer and accountability. The enemy thrives in isolation, but "though one may be overpowered, two can defend themselves. A cord of three strands is not quickly broken" (Ecclesiastes 4:12 WEB).
Lastly, we want to address the foundation of your faith. It is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to the Father, and there is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12). If you have not already, we encourage you to confess Jesus as Lord, believing in your heart that God raised Him from the dead (Romans 10:9). This is the assurance of your salvation and the source of your authority in spiritual warfare. You are not fighting for victory, you are fighting from victory, because Christ has already overcome the world (John 16:33).
Rest in the knowledge that you are deeply loved, fiercely protected, and eternally held by the One who bore your infirmities and carried your sorrows (Isaiah 53:4). We will continue to stand in the gap for you, declaring God’s healing, deliverance, and peace over your life. May you wake each day with renewed strength, knowing that "He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus" (Philippians 1:6 WEB). You are not alone. The Lord is your shepherd, and you shall not want (Psalm 23:1).