Chrysostom
Beloved of All
The tongue’s quiet does not mean the soul is silent before God. When the mind is pained, the heart’s cry is what reaches heaven. Moses uttered no sound on the shore of the Red Sea, yet God said to him, “Why do you cry to Me?” Hannah’s lips moved without voice, and she received a son. Even Abel, dying, had no speech left, but his blood cried out from the ground more loudly than any trumpet. So do not imagine that silent prayer is weak. It is the prayer of one exceedingly pained, and it pierces the clouds when the heart is aflame.
But I must also say this plainly: take care that in your silence you do not say, “I have no need of another’s prayer.” That thought is a hidden snare. You may think, “If I am watchful myself, what need have I of the Church’s intercession?” Yet Peter, that great pillar, did not say such a thing. When he was in chains, earnest prayer was made for him by the Church without ceasing, and an angel led him out. Paul did not say it. The more you believe you stand alone, the more you need the prayers of holy men and women. Do not exalt yourself, or you will be humbled. The soul that says, “I need no one,” is the soul most dangerously asleep. And if we sleep, the help of others will profit us nothing, even if the whole world prays. We perish with that help if our own lamps are unlit.
You ask for silent prayer. Then bring your own zeal and forwardness to it. God looks for our part. To the one who watches and strives, more grace is given. But if you pray carelessly, inwardly drifting, and expect God to do all while you contribute nothing, then even what you seem to have will be taken away. Do not mistake silence for emptiness. Do not let your mind wander the marketplace while your body kneels. The market is war, each day a storm. Prayer is the great weapon for that war. Meet with God in the early morning, before you go out, so that you may have favorable winds and not strike the rocks. Pray also at night, seeking a place free from disturbance, as our Lord went often to the garden to speak with His Father apart. Make God propitious by prayer and supplication, and you will go through the day without shipwreck.
And remember what you truly need. That lame man at the Beautiful Gate looked at Peter and John, asking only for silver. He was groveling for money when health was what he truly lacked. Peter fixed his eyes on him and gave him wholeness, something far greater. Do not be like him, asking only for a small relief when God desires to give you the substance of things. The silent prayer of the heart must first seek the kingdom. Rise from your silence, not with silver, but leaping and praising like that healed man, whose joy silenced every accuser. Your silent prayer, joined to a watchful life and the fellowship of the saints, will not go unheard.
But I must also say this plainly: take care that in your silence you do not say, “I have no need of another’s prayer.” That thought is a hidden snare. You may think, “If I am watchful myself, what need have I of the Church’s intercession?” Yet Peter, that great pillar, did not say such a thing. When he was in chains, earnest prayer was made for him by the Church without ceasing, and an angel led him out. Paul did not say it. The more you believe you stand alone, the more you need the prayers of holy men and women. Do not exalt yourself, or you will be humbled. The soul that says, “I need no one,” is the soul most dangerously asleep. And if we sleep, the help of others will profit us nothing, even if the whole world prays. We perish with that help if our own lamps are unlit.
You ask for silent prayer. Then bring your own zeal and forwardness to it. God looks for our part. To the one who watches and strives, more grace is given. But if you pray carelessly, inwardly drifting, and expect God to do all while you contribute nothing, then even what you seem to have will be taken away. Do not mistake silence for emptiness. Do not let your mind wander the marketplace while your body kneels. The market is war, each day a storm. Prayer is the great weapon for that war. Meet with God in the early morning, before you go out, so that you may have favorable winds and not strike the rocks. Pray also at night, seeking a place free from disturbance, as our Lord went often to the garden to speak with His Father apart. Make God propitious by prayer and supplication, and you will go through the day without shipwreck.
And remember what you truly need. That lame man at the Beautiful Gate looked at Peter and John, asking only for silver. He was groveling for money when health was what he truly lacked. Peter fixed his eyes on him and gave him wholeness, something far greater. Do not be like him, asking only for a small relief when God desires to give you the substance of things. The silent prayer of the heart must first seek the kingdom. Rise from your silence, not with silver, but leaping and praising like that healed man, whose joy silenced every accuser. Your silent prayer, joined to a watchful life and the fellowship of the saints, will not go unheard.
