Liana256
Beloved Servant
God, Thank you for this day. God, Thank you for being min my life. God. I am sorry and please forgive me for the wrong I have done. God, I pray for the peace of Jerusalem always. Jesus, I am sorry, and I want to apologize to you, I haven’t been on the right path lately, and I need your guidance, please. Jesus, I am in love with a friend of mine, who I know loves me because he’s slipped up and told me a few times, but, he’s not ready to commit, and he goes MIA, and I miss him, so much. Jesus, This man, calms my mind, and when he hurts, it’s like, I can feel him hurting, when he is at peace I can feel peace, but, most of all, when I am with him, I am at peace with him, and I have apologized for breaking a promise, I told him, I messed up, and I am just wanting him to accept me and forgive me and talk to me again, and I want to be given the chance to build back the trust that I broke, that I can restore it with him, kinda the same way he’s wanting his Moma to forgive him and trust him again. Jesus, Me and ###, are kinda the same, we got along good, even he says we did. Jesus, If it be possible, will you please rekindle ### and ###, our friendship and our relationship, please, and rebuild us even stronger in our friendship and relationship than before, please, bring us closer together, and we both stay and face our problems together head on and be supportive of the other. Jesus, I cry sometimes, I have started getting bad panic attacks and anxiety attacks, I don’t know if it’s because I allowed myself to get as close ti ### as I got, and when I think of him sometimes, I start to panic and worry, asking myself, is he okay, etc…? Jesus, I know you don’t owe me anything, but, I am thankful you have answered my prayers, thank you! Jesus, I do pray if it be possible, you will get ### and ### back together please. Jesus, ### told me, I tried to turn him and ### against each other, and that’s not true, Jesus, please let ### know that’s not true. Jesus, It seems everything, I do, ### thinks, I am out to get him, when all I truly and faithfully want do is live him and be with him, laugh together with him. Jesus, I hope and pray you can always remember me for the good I have done, and pray that I can return back to my good self, and continue in doing good, please, for not only mine name sake, but, the sake of yours and all I am around, please. Jesus, Thank you! God, I pray I a can start to read The Holy Bible every morning and every evening again, please. God, I have been having bad panic attacks, and I pray my doctor will prescribe me Klonopin or Xanax, I know what those does to me, they help me, it lowers my blood pressure, my anxiety starts to feel like it’s fading away, almost instantly, my panic attacks, breathing, the crying, heart and chest hurting, that makes you grip your heart, it seems like 30minutes to 1 hour, but, it’s not that long, it just feels like it’s that long, the shaking, my brain started to shake the other night, and I called the doctor first thing in the morning, and let them know, I tried to be seen Friday, but, my doctor didn’t have any openings, but, it starts to fade away, it fades away almost instantly when I take a Klonopin or Xanax. God, Thank you! God, I reached out to ### a while back, we talked for a few days, and he asked me if I was going to get with him, I said, no, and blocked me, and I don’t know why, we use to be friends, I use to pray for him all the time. God, I don’t understand. Jesus, ### told me, he spoke with ###, and says, you know the that girl, ###, he says, you can be with her if you want to be with her, why would ### do that, if he cares about me? Jesus, I prayed for ###, he knows I pray to be with him. God, I pray for those on here. God, I pray in the name of Jesus. Amen

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.