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I need prayers and strength to keep trying because last year I was watching something very bad and it tries and sometimes pop up to my head and goes away and I let it it was about this inappropriate step siblings relationship and the end of the chapter the step sister got pregnant had child and married later it's sick and illegal and I didn't realize authors are super sick some because I was searching a kissing video being cheeky and I saw it recommended and I ignored at first then watched it more they had porn of course too for months I stayed away from it which is good since January of 2025 it's may 20, 2026 I need nonstop prayers and to do my part to control it and to continue to be trained by God no matter what even if it's bad curiosity I deserve a clean healthy mind not allowing the devil trying to attack me and get the best of me I feel ok because God always there for me but in mornings I'm mentally not feeling ok and afternoons sometimes but mostly mornings I really need prayers badly and theres times I mostly need prayers because I don't know how to pray and say much and I really need to learn more how to and never give up for past days I slepted more feeling not myself because of it out of nowhere it tries to pop up in my head I think because my actions of course but please keep praying for me I really appreciate this and I want a work from home job anything good that don't requires id because I'm very poor we are good with food thanks to God and I need prayers for that and my mom and siblings and me spiritually and mentally and hopefully my mom be freed from smoking weed she's a good person but everyone has personal addictions because we all go through alot I love drawing and this guy wanted to pay me 100 every end of month for sharing my drawing to him for his music career album but I sadly rejected but I really need prayers because I don't want to depend on nobody and trust and depend on God only and no matter how hard it is I want to stick with God lows and highs and prayers for my brothers and sisters not just my blood ones everyone I don't know and know. Please keep me and my family in your prayers I have a bad mental breakdown when we running low with food and I think I have a eating disorder and we need prayers I know this sounds ungrateful I really appreciate we have a roof over our head but the water is dirty and there's no microwave in the other room for my mom and siblings and hope to find a apartment permanently so we don't have to go through this again and to continue to repent and get closer to God no matter what they do give us some hygiene stuffs and food the church I'm very grateful just would been easier for my family if we was in a place with clean water something that looks like a apartment where we can live in peace with God forever and never let anything that's holding us back in our lives again and nonstop prayers.
 
We hear your cry for help and stand with you in prayer, lifting every burden to the throne of grace. The struggle you describe, being haunted by images and thoughts from past exposure to sinful content, is a very real battle, one that the enemy uses to shame, isolate, and weaken believers. But we declare with confidence: you are not defined by what you watched, but by whose you are. You belong to Christ, and He has already broken the power of sin over your life (Romans 6:6-7). The fact that you recognize the wickedness of what you saw and are fighting to turn away is evidence of the Holy Spirit at work in you. Do not let guilt or condemnation keep you from running to Jesus, He is waiting with open arms to cleanse and restore you (1 John 1:9).

The content you described, glorifying incest, fornication, and ungodly relationships, is an abomination before the Lord. Scripture is clear: "Marriage is honorable among all, and the bed undefiled; but fornicators and adulterers God will judge" (Hebrews 13:4 WEB). What you watched was not just "inappropriate", it was a perversion of God’s design for purity, family, and marriage. The authors who create such filth are indeed sick, but their sin does not have to define you. You have already taken the first step toward freedom by turning away, and now we pray for complete deliverance from every lingering effect.

We rebuke the spirit of lust, addiction, and mental torment that seeks to replay those images in your mind. The enemy has no right to your thoughts, you are a temple of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19-20). When those memories arise, do not entertain them. Instead, take them captive to the obedience of Christ (2 Corinthians 10:5) by immediately shifting your focus to Scripture, worship, or prayer. Fill your mind with what is true, noble, just, pure, lovely, and of good report (Philippians 4:8). Memorize verses like Psalm 51:10: "Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me."

Your desire for a clean mind is not just possible, it is God’s will for you. Jesus came to set the captives free (Luke 4:18), and He has not abandoned you in this fight. The mornings when you feel weakest are when you must cling tightest to Him. Start each day by declaring, "This is the day that the Lord has made; I will rejoice and be glad in it" (Psalm 118:24). Even if you don’t feel like it, speak truth over yourself: "I am more than a conqueror through Him who loved me" (Romans 8:37). The enemy wants you to believe you’re powerless, but God says you are an overcomer.

We also lift up your physical needs, your hunger, your lack of clean water, the instability of your living situation. These burdens are heavy, and we do not minimize them. Jesus cares deeply about your daily bread (Matthew 6:11) and your peace. We pray that God would open doors for a work-from-home job that honors Him, one that does not require compromising your values or identity. You are right to want to depend on God alone, and He will provide in ways you cannot yet see. Trust that He sees your needs and will not forsake you (Hebrews 13:5). The church’s help is a blessing, but we pray for a permanent solution, a home where your family can thrive, with clean water, safety, and dignity.

Your mother’s struggle with addiction is also on our hearts. We pray for her deliverance from the bondage of weed, not with condemnation, but with compassion. Addiction is a spiritual battle, and only the power of Christ can break its chains. Pray for her to encounter God’s love in a way that melts her heart and draws her to repentance. "The weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strongholds" (2 Corinthians 10:4). We also pray for your siblings, that they would know the Lord’s protection and provision, and that your family would be united in faith.

You mentioned an eating disorder and mental breakdowns during times of scarcity. These are not signs of ungratefulness, they are signs of deep pain that God sees and wants to heal. Jesus fed the hungry, healed the sick, and comforted the brokenhearted. He is near to you in your suffering (Psalm 34:18). We pray for supernatural peace to guard your heart and mind (Philippians 4:7), and for wisdom to steward your body as a temple of the Holy Spirit. If you have access to biblical counseling or a trusted pastor, we encourage you to seek support. You do not have to carry this alone.

Lastly, we rejoice in your gifts, your drawing is a talent God can use for His glory. The offer you received could have been a provision from Him, but we understand your desire to trust Him alone. Ask God to show you how to use your gifts in a way that honors Him, whether through art, ministry, or another avenue. He will open doors no man can shut (Revelation 3:8).

Let us pray together now:

Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, the Name above every name. We lift up our brother/sister to You, knowing that You see every struggle, every tear, and every desire of their heart. Lord, we thank You that You are a God who redeems, restores, and makes all things new. We rebuke the enemy’s lies that tell them they are defined by their past or their weaknesses. In Jesus’ name, we break the power of every ungodly image, thought, or memory that seeks to torment them. Cleanse their mind, Father, and fill it with Your truth.

We ask for complete deliverance from the spirit of lust and addiction. Strengthen them to take every thought captive and to resist the devil, knowing that he will flee (James 4:7). Renew their mind daily through Your Word, and let Your peace guard their heart. Father, we pray for their physical needs, provide a stable home, clean water, and a job that honors You. Open doors that no man can shut, and let Your provision be evident in their life. Heal their body from the effects of stress and scarcity, and restore their joy.

For their mother, we pray for a supernatural encounter with Your love. Break the chains of addiction, Lord, and draw her to repentance and faith. Protect their family, unite them in You, and let Your presence be their comfort. We also pray for their siblings and for every brother and sister in Christ, let them know Your love and purpose for their lives.

Father, we ask that You teach them to pray with boldness and confidence. Remind them that they can come to You with every need, and that You hear them. Let them experience Your nearness in their weakness, and let their faith grow as they see You move on their behalf. We declare that no weapon formed against them will prosper (Isaiah 54:17), and that You are working all things together for their good (Romans 8:28).

Thank You, Lord, for Your faithfulness. We trust You to complete the good work You have begun in them. In Jesus’ name we pray, Amen.

Do not grow weary, dear one. The battle is real, but the victory is already won. Keep drawing near to God, and He will draw near to you (James 4:8). Every step you take toward Him, no matter how small, is a step toward freedom. You are loved, you are seen, and you are not alone.
 
We are so glad you reached out. Holding all of this, the intrusive thoughts, the fear of what you saw, the heavy weight of your family’s needs, the ache for a clean, permanent home, is a lot, and the way mornings feel heavy makes perfect sense. You are not failing because the struggle is real; you are fighting, and that matters deeply.

What you described about wanting to be “trained by God no matter what” is wise. Real freedom often looks less like a single explosive victory and more like training for a long race. Small, daily moments of turning back to Jesus, even when your mind feels foggy, are exactly how God builds strength over time. You don’t need to know all the right words to pray. When those dark pictures pop up, a simple breath of “Jesus, help me” or “I am Yours” is real prayer. He hears it every time. You are not your thoughts; you are the one crying out to Him from underneath them, and that is a sign of a clean heart being formed.

We also hear the tangible needs, the water, the instability, your mom’s addiction, and your own desire to work without losing your dependence on God. It is not ungrateful to ache for things to be made right. God sees your family, and we are asking Him to open a door for steady work, clean water, and a true home where you can rest. In the meantime, when food runs low and fear rises, try to speak the simplest truth aloud: “You are with us, Lord.” That is enough.

Let us pray together now. Father, we lift up our sister to You. Quiet her mind in the mornings. Break the power of every old memory that tries to replay, and replace it with Your peace. Train her slowly, patiently, and teach her to pray in the simplest ways. Provide clean water, a stable home, and a job she can trust You through. Free her mom from addiction, and keep this whole family safe in Your love. In Jesus’ name, Amen.
 
Non stop prayers. Mental breakdown. Not feeling like yourself. All joy and love to God that we can pray and worship our Lord. Take heart in him. When we suffer and are afraid. That we can offer up praise and worship by simply visiting this prayerwall to pray for others. Simply acknowledge God. Say I believe in you God. Thanks for getting us through this. Please be with me. Heal me. Forgive me my sins. Help me rattan myself from evil. Let me use my life to honor your son Yeshua. Holy spirit have your way with me. Here is a great audio bible free for download if you enjoy listening to the bible more than reading.

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This audio bible gets me through some hard times and makes scriptures easy to digest for people who struggle to read. May God bless you. Be with you. Stabilize you. Help you find peace. Resist temptation abd align our will with his will. To reverenve the Lord. To put him first in life. To forsake the world. To leave behind relationships that hold us back from honoring God. And to let God use our lives to honor and glorify himself through us. By submission and praise we can find peace and comfort from God. His mercy and compassion. Lord Yeshuas name. Amen.
 
May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


🙏Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, so that I can trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so
. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

Heal Me Lord Jesus Spirit, Soul, And Body

 
How precious it is that your soul cries out for cleansing, for a mind set free from the foul images that the enemy would use to defile you. You have tasted the bitterness of sin’s aftertaste, and yet your heart yearns for the sweet purity that is in Christ Jesus. The very fact that these thoughts trouble you is evidence that the Spirit is not utterly quenched within you. But you must learn to hate the sin with a perfect hatred, not merely to regret its return. When that vile picture intrudes, do not dally with it, do not let it lodge for an instant. Cry out, “Lead us not into temptation,” and at once turn your mind to the precious thoughts of God. His thoughts toward you are not of condemnation, but of love from everlasting; they are constant, tender, perfect. Think upon them, and the foul thought will find no room.

You speak of mornings weighed down with mental distress. Know this: when you awake, you are still with God, and His thoughts are upon you. The enemy often attacks the mind when the body is weary or waking, for then the will is sluggish. Counter him with the shield of faith. Rise and let your first word be a prayer, even if it is but a groan. The Lord does not despise the broken syllables of a contrite heart. You need not learn fine phrases; pour out your need. He understands our frailties. And be diligent to avoid the occasions of sin. You stumbled first through a wandering eye, a cheeky search. Now flee from the very appearance of evil. Never go into temptation by entertaining idle curiosity on screens; pray “Lead us not into temptation,” and then do not run into it yourself. He who prays that prayer and then walks into the snare is a liar before God. Guard your eyes, for they are the windows through which death so often enters.

Your temporal trials are many, poverty, foul water, a home that offers no peace, a mother in bondage to a weed that clouds the mind, and the gnawing of want. These are indeed floods of trouble. But remember divine interpositions: how remarkably God has delivered you before, and He will again. He has kept food upon your table, and a roof, though leaky, over your head. Murmur not, but trust His sovereign hand. He knows your needs. The drawing you turned away, you did well to reject dependence on man, yet be not afraid to receive lawful provision when God sends it. A work-from-home occupation would be a mercy, and you may pray for it earnestly. Yet depend on God alone, not on uncertain riches. His thoughts are not your thoughts; His ways are higher. He may delay to teach you to cling.

The burden for your family is heavy, and you do right to plead for them. Yet while you love them, do not let their sufferings become an excuse for your own sin. Your eating disorder, your mental anguish, these are trials that need the great Physician’s touch. Cast yourself upon Him. The divine presence is your one hope. When Immanuel’s face appears, your hope and joy begin. Seek that presence above all. Repentance is not a one-time act but a continual returning. Keep short accounts with God. When the vile thought returns, confess it instantly, and look to Christ, whose blood cleanses from all sin.

The church that gives you food and hygiene stuffs is a token of God’s charity. But charity must never be separated from purity. Let the kindness you receive tutor your heart in gratitude, not discontent. A permanent dwelling with clean water, pray for it without ceasing, but let not the lack of it sour your soul. The children of God have often thirsted, yet they drank of the water of life and were satisfied. Set your mind on things above. As for your mother’s addiction, you cannot break it, but the God who delivered you from the power of darkness can break every chain. Plead the divine sovereignty: He who has mercy on whom He will have mercy can snatch her from the pit.

The sum of God’s thoughts toward you is great beyond counting, and every one of them is precious. Let that truth be your ballast when the storm of memory tosses you. You are not your own, you are bought with a price. Walk in the light, and the darkness will have no mastery. The Lord will perfect that which concerned you. Be of good courage, and He shall strengthen your heart. Amen.
 
The morning heaviness you feel, that fog of unwanted images pressing in, is the battlefield of the mind, where the enemy strikes when the soul is still waking. You did well to flee those depictions for over a year; that was not your imagination but the grace of God strengthening your will. Yet the after-images come because the eye of the understanding was once stained by what it gazed upon. Just as a bodily eye disordered sees phantoms, so the mind when made turbid by the confusion of evil thoughts beholds distorted things. But do not despair: to be renewed is when the very same thing that has grown old is changed. That renewal happens “in the spirit of your mind.” Whosoever has the Spirit will perform no old deed, for the Spirit will not endure old deeds. So cling to this: the instant the memory stirs, turn the mind sharply to prayer. Even a wordless cry, "Lord, cleanse me", suffices. You say you know not how to pray much; start there. The grace of the Spirit shows forth its strength by whomsoever it will, not only the learned.

You speak of poverty, foul water, a mother bound by smoke, a family pressed on every side. Let us not be distressed at the evils that happen to us. This is sobriety of mind. Does this sound impossible? Elijah was perfect in his own times, yet we have more required of us, for we fight hand to hand with the devil himself. The abyss before you has waves more grievous than the Red Sea, but the rod of Jesse, Christ Himself, cleaves it. You refused payment for your drawings because you sensed a dependence might form. That was lowliness of mind, the mother of good deeds, keeping the mind safe. Do not regret it. To depend on God alone in your want is a sacrifice more pleasing than any offering made from abundance. That drawing gift He gave you will yield its provision in His season without entangling your soul. Meanwhile, cry out with the Church: all of us joining in prayer for you collectively, as for those who need constant entreaty. For the real hunger you suffer, and the dread when food runs low, is not a small trial. Share this with the faithful who bring you supplies; let them know the water is unclean, that they may fulfill the commandment to bear one another’s burdens.

You asked prayer for your mother’s addiction. What seems a pleasure is her chain, and we do not battle flesh and blood. The remedy? Prayer and much entreaty. Do not scold; let your own steady turning from former curiosities be a silent reproof, more powerful than words. For your siblings, for all brothers and sisters known and unknown, your heart’s desire is a noble one. The Apostle did not merely wish but even prayed that all might be saved. Let that same fire burn in you: brief, constant prayers shot like arrows throughout the day, for your mother’s freedom, for clean water, for a permanent dwelling where peace may lodge with you. A permanent apartment, a place to live in peace with God forever: that is a petition He does not despise. Keep asking, and as you ask, do your part. Rise each morning and declare: “Today I set my mind on things above, not on what is shameful. I am training by God’s grace.” If the thought returns, treat it as a madman’s phantom, not a guest to be entertained. Flee to your drawing, to a psalm, to work for your hands. The very act of labor can guard the mind.

You said you deserve a clean, healthy mind. Indeed, the blood of Christ purchased that for you. But do not think more highly of your own strength, nor too lowly of His power. Think soberly. You are not uniquely wicked; the warfare is common to all. I have often said that he who is not lowly of mind cannot be staid or healthful in soul, but is more crazed than any madman. Your recognition of past curiosity as madness of choice is the first step toward sanity. Now walk in it. When the morning comes and you feel not yourself, do not lie abed in that fog. Rise, wash your face with whatever water you have, and say aloud: “Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me.” That very name “soul” is also called heart and mind and spirit; it is your whole inward being that He is making new. Pray also for that work-from-home provision, and be not ashamed to ask the church plainly for help with the microwave, the water, the pressing needs. God uses His body to supply His body.

Finally, I charge you: do not let the evil one twist your gratitude into guilt. You are not ungrateful because you long for clean water and a stable home. The Apostle himself learned to be content in hunger and need, yet he did not refuse the gifts sent by the Philippians. Receive what is given with thanksgiving, and ask boldly for what is lacking, always with the surrender: “Yet not my will, but Thine be done.” You desire to stick with God in lows and highs. That is the very definition of faithfulness. So persist. Let us all join in prayer, lifting up our voice with one accord for you and your household. For indeed, these present afflictions need prayer and much entreaty, but the Lord is near. The disordered eye can be healed; the turbid mind can be made clear. Hold fast, and be renewed.
 
What you are describing is a real spiritual battle, and I want you to know that I am praying for you. The thoughts and images that rise up uninvited are not who you are in Christ. They are the echoes of what the flesh once indulged, and the enemy would love to use them to wear you down and make you feel filthy again. But the blood of Jesus cleanses from all sin. You are not that past anymore. When those memories surface, you are not corrupted by them unless you welcome them and dwell there. Resist, and they will flee.

You mentioned that the mornings are hardest. That makes sense. When we first wake, the mind is often off guard, and the flesh tries to reassert its old patterns. But with your mind you can still serve the law of God even while the body feels weak. That battle inside you, the desire for purity warring against the pull of old desires, is not a sign that you are lost. It is proof that the Spirit lives in you. A person dead in sin feels no such struggle. The very disgust you feel toward what you once watched shows that God has written His law on your heart. You now see sin for what it is, and that clarity is a gift. Do not waste time heaping condemnation on yourself, because there is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. Hold onto that like a lifeline.

Sin tries to deceive us. We can be like Samson waking up, thinking we have the same strength we once did, not realizing how the Spirit has been grieved. But you have not lost the Spirit. You have pulled away from that filth, and God honors that. When the glamour of sin calls, remember that it only brings death. The mind set on the flesh is death, but the mind set on the Spirit is life and peace. You are being trained to live by the Spirit, not by your old cravings. That training is hard, but you are not alone. The purpose of prayer is not to convince a reluctant God to help you; it is to bring your life into alignment with His will. He already wants you clean. So when you don’t know how to pray, just tell Him plainly: “Lord, I can’t do this. Guard my mind. Give me Your strength.” That honest cry reaches His ears.

As for the practical needs, a job you can do from home, a permanent place with clean water, enough food and provision, I hear the weight you carry. It is not ungrateful to long for stability. God cares about these things, and He invites you to cast every care on Him. Jesus taught us to pray for daily bread, and He sees your family’s situation. I am praying that He will open a door for work that does not require you to compromise your dependence on Him. Your desire to trust God alone is precious, but also remember that He often provides through ordinary means. The labor of your hands is not a rival to His provision; it is a channel. Be open to how He might lead, even in small things like your drawing talents. If an opportunity arises that is clean and honest, it may be His way of sustaining you.

I am also praying for your mother to be freed from her addiction. Every one of us has chains that only grace can break. Keep loving her and living out the freedom you are finding, because a life transformed speaks louder than many words. For your own mental health, when the fear of running low on food hits, do not let it swallow you whole. That panic can be a form of the flesh’s tyranny too, and God wants you to bring it to Him. He is near to the brokenhearted. You are not defined by an eating disorder or a mental spiral. You are a new creature, being renewed in the spirit of your mind day by day.

When those intrusive thoughts come, do not entertain them. The desire itself is not yet sin, but if you let it conceive, it will give birth to more darkness. So at the very first spark, turn deliberately, recite a Scripture, think on something pure and lovely, call out to Jesus. You are not a slave to sin anymore. Sin shall not have dominion over you, for you are not under law but under grace. That is a promise you can stand on. Yield the members of your body to God as instruments of righteousness. That is a choice you will make over and over, and each time you do, the Spirit supplies the power.

Keep repenting, keep clinging, and do not try to cover your struggles in secret. Bringing them into the light, even through this prayer request, weakens their grip. I join my prayers with yours for a clean mind, for a home with clean water and peace, for work and daily bread, and for your whole family’s spiritual freedom. He who began a good work in you will carry it to completion. You are not giving up, and neither is He.
 

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