In the name of Jesus, I command all demonic presences in your body and life to leave your body and life, now. I bind all demonic presences in your life to silence, in the name of Jesus. Thank you Jesus.
since you have selected Tuesday as your day to commit suicide, then you have some time between now and then to do a few things. Tuesday is a bad day for suicide by the way.
When you get up in the morning, or any time during the day, speak aloud the following scripture verse 10 times. If some one hears, so what, you have decided to not be around much longer for you to care about what the others think anyway.
Jeremiah 29:11New King James Version (NKJV)
11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.
When you get done with the verses I want you to do some exercises.
1 minute - knee high walking in place.
1 minute - jumping jacks
1 minute - running in place
1 minute - plank position
1 minute - pushups, leg lifts on your back, situps
Also, between now and Tuesday(ugh), read these Near Death Experience testimonies. There are 10 of them.
http://www.near-death.com/experiences/suicide/various-research.html
And then, sometime between now and Tuesday(yech), go to this teaching website by Amdrew Wommack on "A better way to pray". Your prayers might change and you can get the answers you are searching for.
http://www.awmi.net/reading/teaching-articles/better_pray/
Have you ever considered going to a Bible School? Andrew Wommack has a great Bible School in Colorado Springs, Colorado.
If you consider it and wonder how to get there and how to pay for the school, then just decide you want to go first of all. Second of all, take something you own, like $5.00, and give it to a homeless person or a church or some ministry where you live. Or fix a sandwich or two and give them away to a homeless person. Or volunteer as a soup kitchen for an hour. Dedicate those things to the Lord as a down payment for your attending Bible School and then start focusing on going to the Bible school. See what happens. I dare you.
In the name of Jesus, I bless you with the life and love of God. God loves you very very very much.
Tuesday? ugh, yech.