Saballiffe
Prayer Partner
It has been a while. Each time I went to make a post, something stopped me, like there was a blocker.
I want to start by saying what I am grateful for. I still have a job despite layoffs, I am still in my apartment, and I have made strides in paying off the debt I incurred while unemployed.
I am asking for prayer. Tomorrow is my last court date for the debtors who are suing me. They have asked for a continuance multiple times instead of actually speaking to me and gaining an understanding of the situation. I just pray that things work out in my favor. I did what was required for my debt to be cancelled, but instead, the original creditors sold it, which led to me being sued. I have paid all of my other debts or am paying them down, but I cannot afford this one. I pray for grace and mercy and that the original situation will be upheld.
While I am grateful to have a job, others were laid off, which has put more strain on my workload, and people are less team-focused, thinking that hoarding knowledge will help them seem more valuable. And others who have aligned with higher ups have adopted a nice nasty attitude, acting perplexed while forcing others to do their work for them. I am asking for prayer that I will be able to find a job that is in my actual field, that is hybrid, that allows me to pay my bills comfortably, and that will enable me to use my time off as needed. I want to be able to do things and take a break without being pressured to feel bad and not prioritized because I do not have kids. I don't want to come home every day tired and numb, like nothing brings enjoyment, just dreading the next work day.
I am still striving for peace and happiness, hoping and praying that God will grant me stability and release me from my constant anxiousness. I know that I can lay everything at God's feet, but it feels like I am encountering nothing but problems and forgetting what it's like to be happy.
Thank you in advance for your prayers.
I want to start by saying what I am grateful for. I still have a job despite layoffs, I am still in my apartment, and I have made strides in paying off the debt I incurred while unemployed.
I am asking for prayer. Tomorrow is my last court date for the debtors who are suing me. They have asked for a continuance multiple times instead of actually speaking to me and gaining an understanding of the situation. I just pray that things work out in my favor. I did what was required for my debt to be cancelled, but instead, the original creditors sold it, which led to me being sued. I have paid all of my other debts or am paying them down, but I cannot afford this one. I pray for grace and mercy and that the original situation will be upheld.
While I am grateful to have a job, others were laid off, which has put more strain on my workload, and people are less team-focused, thinking that hoarding knowledge will help them seem more valuable. And others who have aligned with higher ups have adopted a nice nasty attitude, acting perplexed while forcing others to do their work for them. I am asking for prayer that I will be able to find a job that is in my actual field, that is hybrid, that allows me to pay my bills comfortably, and that will enable me to use my time off as needed. I want to be able to do things and take a break without being pressured to feel bad and not prioritized because I do not have kids. I don't want to come home every day tired and numb, like nothing brings enjoyment, just dreading the next work day.
I am still striving for peace and happiness, hoping and praying that God will grant me stability and release me from my constant anxiousness. I know that I can lay everything at God's feet, but it feels like I am encountering nothing but problems and forgetting what it's like to be happy.
Thank you in advance for your prayers.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
