Pray For My Understanding

[smileypoo]

hello everybody i am asking for prayer because i am hurt down in my soul even my spirit hurt. i don't understand where i went wrong. i have two girls that i have always given them the world nothing was too good for me to give them i left my hubsand, any relationship i was in gave up my home everything for them. i really believe they hate me i try to buy their love and if i don't have anything to give them i don't even exist to them. one daughter never brings her kids to see me the other one wants me to baby sit all the time. my health is not good and i take a lot of medication and i just don't always feel like keeping kids. i am at a point now where i just don't want to go on i feel so alone. my girls talks to me like i am a dog or something everything i say is wrong. i give them gifts for any reason they never give me nothing. the thing that really has hurt me the most is that for mother's day they didn't even give me a card. and i wanted to cook dinner for them but they had other plans that did not include me. please pray that god will allow me to let go of them and find a life of my own. my daughter is getting married in july and i don't even want to be a part of that. it's as though i don't fit in. i know that i have done some wrong in my past but it was never at their expense. i just don't know where did i go wrong. please pray for me before it's to late. i ask for these things in jesus name amen.

 

[Peachy5]

Father I pray for healing of her soul, I pray for guidance and wisdom for her, Father I pray that you give her the desires of her heart. In Jesus name. Amen

 

[joanie]

I am praying for God to give you fresh hope and a vision for your future. You may not be perfect, but you are valuable to me and others. Your new friend in Christ. ###

 

[AmandaKay]

The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit....I am praying with you.