God bless you. I read your prayer request, but I have to and want to pray and line up with God's will for your life. God has our best interest. Most of the time we make decisions that affect our spirit, soul, and body in negative ways. In fact, God's word says "people perish for a lack of wisdom." So we must line up our prayers in accordance with the will of God. God established marriage for a man and a woman to become one. He never intended for a man and woman to co-habitate. That is not His divine will for you. Outside of God's plan of marriage, He calls it sin. He cannot bless us the way He wants when we are living beneath His standard for us. He cannot go against His statutes, His commandments, His ordinances, His word. He is the same God, yesterday, today, and forever more. He never changes. He, Himself, honors His very word. He cannot go against His word. You see, when you do what God requires of you and follow after Him, and be dependent upon Him, there will be no depression, anxieties, and amount of emotional problems, for we are made to be dependent upon Him, and not ourselves.
Here is a prayer to say: Father, I humble myself and surrender all to You. I believe that You sent Jesus to die for my sins and that He rose again. Forgive me, give me this new life. I pray for You to pour Your Holy Spirit in me, make me a new person. Father, heal my womb, heal my emotions and set me free in Jesus' name.
