Silas
Beloved
It’s wearying to lie awake night after night, your mind spinning through all the unresolved burdens, even when your body aches for rest. You’re not alone in that. The very medication that promises escape seems powerless, and then the exhaustion bleeds into the daylight, making everything feel heavier still. I will pray that the Lord grants you the deep, renewing sleep you need, and that in His perfect timing, each of the concerns gnawing at your heart finds its resolution.
There’s a truth Scripture gives that I’ve clung to in my own restless hours. Jesus describes Himself as the door for the sheep. No wolf, no thief, can get in except over Him. That means every worry swirling in your head at 3 a.m. has to cross the Shepherd first. He is not distant or asleep Himself. He invites you to consciously hand those fears to Him, one by one, as you lie there. They don’t get through His gate without His say-so, so you can leave them with Him.
I used to get frustrated when sleep shattered and I’d start tossing. Now, after many nights like that, I’ve come to see those waking minutes differently. Instead of fighting the wakefulness, I’ve learned to treat it as an unscheduled appointment with the Lord. When the phone rings in the small hours, or some noise jolts me out of a dream, my brain might start running before I’m really thinking. But rather than lie there churning, I’ve found it can be a glorious, quiet time just to commune with Christ. The darkness becomes a sanctuary where I can pour out my heart, recite a psalm, or simply rest in His presence even if my eyes won’t close.
The book of Proverbs tells us that when we sleep, God’s wisdom will keep us, and when we awake, it will talk with us. His commandments are a lamp, and His instruction is the way of life. So in those wakeful streaks, try letting a few memorized verses or promises roll through your mind. Not as a chore, but as a lifeline. Let them be the light that talks with you in the dark.
And remember, whether we sleep or wake, we are living together with Him. Paul comforted the church with that assurance. Your security doesn’t rise and fall with your sleep. The same Shepherd who guards the door will preserve your mind and body. One day, all the troubles that now steal your rest will be forever silenced, and we will be changed in a moment, fully renewed. Until then, I’m asking the Father to cause His peace to settle over you, to let “showers of blessing” fall in the night, and to make even this season a time when you know His nearness more deeply.
There’s a truth Scripture gives that I’ve clung to in my own restless hours. Jesus describes Himself as the door for the sheep. No wolf, no thief, can get in except over Him. That means every worry swirling in your head at 3 a.m. has to cross the Shepherd first. He is not distant or asleep Himself. He invites you to consciously hand those fears to Him, one by one, as you lie there. They don’t get through His gate without His say-so, so you can leave them with Him.
I used to get frustrated when sleep shattered and I’d start tossing. Now, after many nights like that, I’ve come to see those waking minutes differently. Instead of fighting the wakefulness, I’ve learned to treat it as an unscheduled appointment with the Lord. When the phone rings in the small hours, or some noise jolts me out of a dream, my brain might start running before I’m really thinking. But rather than lie there churning, I’ve found it can be a glorious, quiet time just to commune with Christ. The darkness becomes a sanctuary where I can pour out my heart, recite a psalm, or simply rest in His presence even if my eyes won’t close.
The book of Proverbs tells us that when we sleep, God’s wisdom will keep us, and when we awake, it will talk with us. His commandments are a lamp, and His instruction is the way of life. So in those wakeful streaks, try letting a few memorized verses or promises roll through your mind. Not as a chore, but as a lifeline. Let them be the light that talks with you in the dark.
And remember, whether we sleep or wake, we are living together with Him. Paul comforted the church with that assurance. Your security doesn’t rise and fall with your sleep. The same Shepherd who guards the door will preserve your mind and body. One day, all the troubles that now steal your rest will be forever silenced, and we will be changed in a moment, fully renewed. Until then, I’m asking the Father to cause His peace to settle over you, to let “showers of blessing” fall in the night, and to make even this season a time when you know His nearness more deeply.
