Please pray for me. I sometimes feel as though I'm a tape recorder when I ask for prayer on this site. I am so humiliated by my husband's drinking as though I want to give up. As long as I can remember, my husband drinks extremely heavy and only thinks about his needs. He will rather see for his beers than see what is needed in our home. I'm tired of living this way. I have to take all the responsibility upon myself. My biggest worry at this moment is that my mum and sister are coming to visit me for the coming weekend and I'm so worried how ### is going to behave. My mum was here 3 weeks ago and my husband behaved horribly towards me and them. He fought with me for no reason, was rude to me, he was so drunk that he was eating out of a tray like a glutton. My mum decided to go to bed because she could see that I was embarrassed. The next morning he was rude and so moody as though we did wrong to him. I am praying for this coming weekend that a miracle can happen that he doesn't behave this way. Please God let ### be sober this Friday when he comes from work and that he does not go to a bar and I pray he doesn't come back and fight with me. Please Lord ###'s drinking embarrasses me and our daughter and at the same time hurts me so much. My mum says she can't believe he behaves this way. I'm so worried about this coming weekend and I'm praying for a miracle.
