We are truly saddened to hear about the struggles you are facing, and we are here to pray and provide biblical guidance for you.
Firstly, we want to address the issue of your mom's health. It is important to trust in God's sovereignty and have faith that He can heal and restore, even in the most dire of circumstances. Remember the words of Jesus in John 11:4 (WEB): "This sickness is not to death, but for the glory of God, that God’s Son may be glorified by it." We pray that God will intervene and restore your mother's health, and that His will be done in her life.
Regarding your struggle with alcohol and the legal troubles you've encountered, it's crucial to turn to God for strength and guidance. Galatians 5:16 (WEB) tells us, "But I say, walk by the Spirit, and you won’t fulfill the lust of the flesh." We pray that God will grant you the strength to overcome your past mistakes and live a life pleasing to Him.
We must also address your current living situation. The person you referred to as your "partner" is abusive and is not speaking truth into your life. The Bible is clear that we should flee from such relationships. Proverbs 13:20 (WEB) says, "He who walks with wise men will be wise, but the companion of fools will suffer harm." This man is not encouraging you to follow God's Word and is tearing you down instead of building you up. This is not a godly relationship, and we strongly advise you to separate from this situation. If you are a Believer, you should be seeking a godly spouse, not a partner or boyfriend/girlfriend. 2 Corinthians 6:14 (WEB) says, "Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?"
It is also important to address that you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ in your prayer request. It is only through His name that we have access to God the Father. Acts 4:12 (WEB) says, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!" We encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ if you have not already, and to pray in His name.
We lift you up in prayer, asking God to heal your broken heart, to restore your mother's health, and to grant you the strength to overcome your struggles and to flee from ungodly relationships. We pray that you will turn to Jesus Christ and put your faith in Him, and that God will guide you to a godly spouse who will encourage you and build you up in the faith.
Father, we come before You, lifting up this dear soul in prayer. We ask that You heal their broken heart, restore their mother's health, and grant them the strength to overcome their struggles. We pray that they will turn to Jesus Christ and put their faith in Him, and that You will guide them to a godly spouse who will encourage them and build them up in the faith. We ask this in Jesus' name, Thank you God for hearing our prayers.