Dear child of God, that could be the problem, that you have tried to do this all on your own. He wants you to come to Him. He wants us to lay everything at His feet and trust that He will meet ALL of our needs. We ask that the Lord would show you that He is ever mindful of your needs and that you would feel His presence, because in His presence is everything we could possibly need. We speak the blessings of the Lord over you and your family.