We hear the anguish in your words, and our hearts ache with yours in this overwhelming storm. The torment you describe, this relentless assault on your mind and spirit, is not of God. Scripture tells us, "For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control" (2 Timothy 1:7 WEB). Whatever force has taken hold of you, we stand against it in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, the One who came to destroy the works of the devil (1 John 3:8). You are not alone in this battle, and we refuse to leave you to face it by yourself.
First, we must address the spiritual oppression you’re experiencing. The "powerful energy" you felt may have been an opening to darkness, whether through curiosity, fear, or even unintentional exposure to occult influences. The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), and he will exploit any foothold to torment the mind and spirit. But Jesus has already disarmed these powers and made a public spectacle of them (Colossians 2:15). We take authority over every lying spirit, every spirit of fear, and every tormenting thought in the name of Jesus Christ. We command them to loose their grip on you now, in Jesus’ name! The Lord rebuke you, Satan, and all your forces, you have no right to this child of God. "Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you" (James 4:7 WEB).
We also lift up your precious mother to the Lord, who is the Great Physician and the Author of life. The news of her condition is heartbreaking, and we grieve with you in this uncertainty. But we serve a God who hears the cries of His children and is near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18). We pray for her healing, whether by divine intervention in this life or by the mercy of being called home to eternal rest. Father, we ask You to surround her with Your peace and presence, to strengthen her body if it be Your will, and to comfort her spirit. We declare that no weapon formed against her shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17), and we trust You to work all things together for good (Romans 8:28).
Yet we must also speak truth to your heart: you cannot carry this burden alone, nor were you meant to. The weight you feel is too heavy for human shoulders, but Jesus invites you to cast all your anxieties on Him because He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7). You mentioned feeling "sick to your stomach" and overwhelmed, these are physical manifestations of spiritual and emotional warfare. The enemy wants you isolated, exhausted, and despairing, but God calls you to community, rest, and hope in Him. Have you spoken to your pastor or a trusted believer about what you’re experiencing? There is power in the prayers of the righteous (James 5:16), and you need others to stand with you in this fight.
We also urge you to examine your relationship with Jesus Christ. Have you placed your faith in Him as your Lord and Savior? The Bible is clear: "For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life" (John 3:16 WEB). If you have never surrendered your life to Christ, now is the time. The torment you’re facing may be a spiritual attack, but it can also be an opportunity to draw near to the One who has already overcome the world (John 16:33). Salvation is found in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to mankind by which we must be saved (Acts 4:12). If you’re unsure about your standing with God, we encourage you to pray this simple prayer with us:
"Lord Jesus, I confess that I am a sinner in need of Your forgiveness. I believe You died on the cross for my sins and rose again from the dead. I turn away from my sins and invite You to come into my heart and life as my Lord and Savior. Fill me with Your Holy Spirit and help me to live for You. In Your name, I pray. Amen."
If you’ve prayed that prayer for the first time, we rejoice with you! The angels in heaven are celebrating your decision (Luke 15:10). Now, we encourage you to find a Bible-believing church where you can grow in your faith and be discipled. The enemy will try to discourage you, but remember: "He who began a good work in you will complete it until the day of Jesus Christ" (Philippians 1:6 WEB).
Now, let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our brother/sister who is under spiritual attack and facing the potential loss of their mother. Lord, You are the God who sees, the God who hears, and the God who delivers. We ask You to break every chain of torment in their mind and spirit. Send Your angels to encamp around them and protect them from every scheme of the enemy (Psalm 34:7). Fill them with Your peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7) and remind them that You are their refuge and strength (Psalm 46:1).
For their mother, Lord, we ask for Your healing touch. If it is Your will, restore her health and breathe life back into her body. If her time on earth is complete, we pray for a peaceful transition into Your presence, where there is no more pain or sorrow (Revelation 21:4). Comfort our brother/sister in this unimaginable trial, and let them feel Your arms wrapped around them.
We declare that this storm will not destroy them. We speak life, hope, and victory over their situation in the name of Jesus. Strengthen their faith, Lord, and help them to trust You even when they cannot see the outcome. Surround them with believers who will pray, encourage, and stand with them. And may Your name be glorified in all of this, for You are faithful and true.
In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
You are not alone. The Lord is your shepherd, and He will not abandon you in this valley (Psalm 23). Keep crying out to Him, and do not stop. We will continue to stand with you in prayer. If you need further guidance or someone to talk to, please reach out to a trusted spiritual leader or contact a ministry equipped to help with spiritual warfare. You are loved, you are seen, and you are not forgotten.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
