please help me father

[Laworellen]

dear heavenly father thank you i got 1 year free hospital visit and tomorrow i will go to the ER and please give them the wisdom to find what is wrong with me. and for them to give me a temporaly thyroid perscription my pills are runing out i had to cut back the dosage myself ive been wanting to go for a few days to the ER but my legs and body where in no shape. oh father thank you for pointing me at the right direction and letting my brain turn on since it only turns on when it wants. Oh before i forget father i was so happy i found a bible i can read and understand it a bit better i havnt read the bible since like 2001 give me wisdom for when i read the bible again i can understand my brain damage makes it hard i always got mad at myself for not being able to understand.oh yeah i went back to mychart and looking at all my test results and they increased my thyroid pill dosage with out doing test 15 days after my surgery father then 2 weeks later my overdose started and father you know my body i can get sevearly injured and not even know it my pain tolerance is to abnormal i was overdose for 5 months father then with out warning my right eye failed i got n3 palsy thank you father my eye is almost healed but i still have my eye patch because when i use both eyes with my glassess its very bad. but im fine with out my glasses but then i cant read since i cant see the letters. father i am gathering all the evidence and im going to report this hospital for what they did they knew many of my results where dangerously low and didnt tell me meanwhile i suffer if it wasnt for my new dr to tell me i would be in the dark on why my body is like this. oh father many dr have the nearve to ask me why cant i work. its like especting a car to drive 1k miles with out oil and a busted fuel system. yes thats how bad my body is father but faith and hope that i will recover and trust in you father is what keeps me going i know father i get upset sometimes and my faith go up and down but at least i always look for you. father my condition efects my mood more then anyone can imagine i want to read i go get ready to read then my mood hits rock bottom then years later im still trying to even start to read. almost with anything father im like that . thats why i was almost sheding tears of joy when i spent what little money i had to buy a bible and i read job until the second friend started talking then my brain got tired and i plan to read the rest after i get better right now my energy is very little thank you for bringing joy in my heart to read the bible again father. in jesus name i pray.

 

[Cralmilan]

Praying for this in Jesus Name.

 

[Articles]

We hear your cry, beloved child, and we lift you up with heavy hearts before the throne of grace. Your struggles with your health, the frustration of medical oversight, and the battle within your own mind and body are not unseen by our Heavenly Father. He knows every detail, every pill you’ve had to ration, every symptom you’ve endured in silence, every moment your body has betrayed you, and every tear you’ve shed in exhaustion. You are not forgotten, and your faith, though tested, is precious in His sight.

First, we rejoice with you in the provision of this free hospital visit and the opportunity to seek the help you desperately need. We pray now for the medical team that will attend to you tomorrow. Father, grant them divine wisdom and discernment to uncover the root of these afflictions. Let them see what has been hidden, test what has been overlooked, and prescribe what will bring healing and stability to this dear one’s body. May they act with urgency and compassion, for their hands are instruments of Your healing. "If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach; and it will be given to him." (James 1:5). We declare that the confusion and negligence of the past will not be repeated. You are being led to the right care, and we stand in agreement for restoration.

We must address the seriousness of the thyroid medication situation. Cutting back or adjusting dosages without medical supervision is dangerous, and we are grieved that you were placed in this position. The overdose you endured was not your fault, and the harm it caused, including the nerve damage to your eye, is a consequence of human error, not divine neglect. We rebuke the spirit of carelessness and pride that allowed this to happen, and we pray for justice to be served as you gather evidence to hold those accountable. "Vengeance is mine; I will repay, says the Lord." (Romans 12:19). But more than justice, we pray for your full recovery. May your eye continue to heal, and may your body find balance once more.

Your return to Scripture is a beautiful testimony of God’s faithfulness. That you found a Bible you can understand, and that the book of Job spoke to you in this season, is no coincidence. Job knew suffering, but he also knew that God was sovereign over it all. We pray that as you read, the Holy Spirit will illuminate the words and calm the storm in your mind. "But the Helper, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, he will teach you all things, and bring to your remembrance all that I have said to you." (John 14:26). Do not despise the days of small beginnings. Even if you can only read a verse or a paragraph at a time, that is enough. God honors the posture of your heart, not the pace of your progress.

We also want to gently address the fluctuations in your faith. It is understandable that your physical condition would affect your emotions and your ability to engage with God consistently. But we want to remind you that your salvation and God’s love for you are not based on your performance or your feelings. "For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord." (Romans 8:38-39). When your mood plummets or your energy fails, that is when you must cling to the truth that God is unchanging. He is your strength when you are weak, your peace when you are anxious, and your hope when you are despairing.

We rebuke the spirit of despair that has whispered lies to you, lies that you are too broken to be used, too damaged to be loved, or too weak to matter. Those are not the words of God. "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." (Psalm 34:18). You are fearfully and wonderfully made, and your life has purpose, even in this season of waiting. The doctors who question why you can’t work do not see the battle you fight daily. But God sees, and He is your defender. "But the Lord is faithful, and he will strengthen you and protect you from the evil one." (2 Thessalonians 3:3).

Now, we lift you up in prayer:

Heavenly Father, we come before You with hearts full of compassion for this Your child. We thank You for the courage it has taken to endure this trial and for the faith that has kept them looking to You, even when the path was dark. Lord, we ask for Your healing touch to be upon their body. Restore what has been broken, balance what has been disrupted, and strengthen what has been weakened. Give the medical team wisdom beyond their training, and let this ER visit be a turning point in their health.

Father, we pray for their mind. The brain damage and mood swings have made every day a battle, but we know that You are the God who heals all things. Renew their mind, sharpen their focus, and fill them with Your peace that surpasses understanding. Help them to read Your Word with clarity and to find joy in Your presence, even in small moments.

We also pray for justice, Lord. Expose the negligence that has caused so much suffering, and let those responsible be held accountable. But more than that, we pray for Your mercy to cover this situation. Heal the wounds, physical, emotional, and spiritual, that have been inflicted. Let this child of Yours walk in wholeness, not bitterness.

Finally, Lord, we ask that You would be their strength when they are weak. Remind them that their worth is not found in what they can do, but in who You say they are. You call them chosen, beloved, and redeemed. Help them to rest in that truth, even on the days when their body and mind betray them.

We ask all of this in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, the Great Physician, the Author of our faith, and the One who bore our infirmities on the cross. May Your will be done in this situation, and may Your name be glorified through it all. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

We’re grateful you let us walk with you through this. What stands out to us is how much you’ve been carrying alone, tapering your own medication, piecing together test results no one told you about, fighting to read when your brain won’t cooperate, and yet here you are, headed to the ER, Bible nearby, still reaching for God. That takes a kind of grit that has nothing to do with willpower and everything to do with the Father holding onto you even when you can’t feel it.

Tomorrow at the hospital, we’re praying the staff really listen and connect the dots you’ve already uncovered. The mychart record you described, a dosage increase without testing, followed by an overdose no one caught, deserves a thorough look. It’s not bitter to gather that evidence; it’s wise, and it may protect someone else later. For now, though, getting you stabilized and on the right thyroid support matters most. When you go in, it may help to have a simple written list: your current symptoms, when the overdose symptoms started, what the new doctor told you, and the medication timeline. That can ease some of the mental load when your energy is so low.

And the Bible, the one you spent your little money on, the one you can finally understand a bit, that’s not small. We think God smiles when a brain-damaged child of his sheds tears of joy just because the words finally feel accessible. Reading Job until the second friend tired you out is genuine progress, not failure. Maybe when you’re stronger you’ll read a few verses at a time, slowly, with no pressure to finish a chapter. Just being in the book is feeding something deep.

Father, thank you for the safety and willingness to seek help tomorrow. Give the ER team sharp eyes, good questions, and compassion. Restore what the long overdose damaged, and steady the writer’s body and mind. As they wait, hold their moods steady and breathe hope into the exhaustion. And over these pages of Scripture, let understanding grow gently, at whatever pace their brain can handle. We ask in Jesus’ name.

 

[Spurgeon]

Your body has been a battleground, and your mind a weary hill to climb, yet here you are, still speaking to the Father, still telling Him every tangled thread of your trouble. That is no small thing. A soul that keeps turning toward heaven when the flesh feels like a wreck and the brain will not do as it wishes, that soul is held by a grip far stronger than its own.

Tomorrow you will go to the hospital, and you are anxious about what they will find, whether they will give you what your body needs. It is not wrong to be anxious; the Lord remembers our frame, that we are dust. But I want you to carry this with you as you walk through those doors: the same Jesus who healed with a word and who knew the pains of His own flesh, He goes before you. He can give the doctors a wisdom that does not come out of their textbooks. He can order the smallest hormone in your blood as easily as He orders the stars. You have been overmedicated before, poisoned, really, and He spared you. You did not know the danger, yet He watched over every cell. The eye that failed is now almost mended. That is not chance; that is the tenderness of the Father who numbers the hairs of your head.

You are gathering evidence, and you have been wronged. I hear that. When those who should heal you have instead harmed you, and then turned a cold shoulder, it cuts to the heart. But do not let the bitterness lodge there and spoil your soul. Bring it to God’s own court. He sees what was done in the dark; He needs no paperwork to know the truth. Entrust the cause to Him, and if you must speak to men about it, do so with a quiet spirit, because the Lord is your vindication.

What brought the tears of joy to your eyes was not a change in your body, but the finding of a Bible you could understand. After all these years, you sat and read Job. Your brain grew tired, and you could not finish, yet you did something that had seemed impossible. When the mood plummets and you cannot even begin to read, remember that the desire itself is a prayer. God hears the longing of the heart as clearly as any spoken word. When you cannot read a verse, breathe out His name; that is enough. You are not clever in your own head, you say, but the Father does not ask you to be clever. He asks you to be His child. And a child, even a child with a damaged mind, knows his father’s voice and can nestle close.

I am not offering you a smooth path. You know by now that we are never promised a furlough from tribulation on this side of the grave. But I am pointing you to the One who walks the rough road beside you. Think of Peter on the water, he had so little faith that he began to sink, yet when he cried out, Christ’s hand was immediately there. “O you of little faith,” said the Lord, but He did not let him drown. Your faith may feel like a candle flame guttering in a fierce wind, but it has not gone out, and it never will, because Jesus Himself keeps it alight. He will not snuff out the smoking flax. He will not break the bruised reed.

Right now you are weary, and the simplest tasks cost you everything. So let me be the voice that says to you: Rest, dear soul. Rest in the finished work of Christ. Your standing with God does not depend on your feelings. It does not even depend on your ability to read the Bible through. It rests on the blood and righteousness of Jesus. He loved you and gave Himself for you when you could do nothing at all. That same love holds you now.

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Father, You see this precious child of Yours, body aching, mind clouded, heart still reaching for You like a plant toward light. Tomorrow, be with the ones who examine and prescribe. Give them such clarity that they may find the source of the trouble and give the medicine that is truly needed. Calm the fears that rise in the night. And in the days to come, grant little moments of lucid peace, so that Your Word may sink in and bring comfort. When the mood crashes, send Your Spirit to whisper “Peace, be still.” Lift the weight of anger and pain and replace it with the quiet confidence that You are working all things for good. In the strong name of Jesus, who suffered and overcame, we ask it. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

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Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

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[Jonathan_M]

Praying for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[usha rani]

Praying for this request in Jesus Name.

 

[hostadmin]

We are so grateful that you shared your heart with us and allowed us to stand with you in prayer during this difficult season. It is our joy to lift you up before the Lord, asking Him to grant wisdom to the medical team as they seek to understand what is happening in your body. We continue to pray for clarity in your diagnosis and for the provision of the temporary thyroid medication you need—may God’s healing hand rest upon you in every way.

Father, we also ask that You strengthen your child in this time of physical and emotional exhaustion. We pray against discouragement and frustration, especially when tasks like reading Your Word feel overwhelming. Lord, renew their mind and spirit, and let Your truth speak clearly to their heart, even in small portions. We thank You for the progress in their eye and for the way You are restoring what has been broken. Give them patience as they heal, and guide their steps as they seek justice and accountability for what has been mishandled.

We stand on Your promise that You are near to the brokenhearted and that You sustain those who are weary. May Your peace, which surpasses all understanding, guard their heart and mind in Christ Jesus. If this visit to the ER brings the answers and relief you need, we would love to celebrate with you—please share a praise report so we can rejoice together. If the journey continues to be difficult, we are here to lift you up again. You are not alone in this.

May the Lord bless you with His presence, His comfort, and His hope as you press into Him. We pray all these things in the mighty name of Jesus. Amen.