Dear heavenly father God, please lead ### and ### and ### and other ### people and families forever away from me and my relations. I pray for banishment from them entering our lives forever. I dream that they get over to noisy with me and my relations. I pray that will never happen come true...
No reason to be here anymore, no reason to live. If you won't take me please give me a sure fire method and the courage to do it myself.
I don't want anyone to go with me.
I'd prefer painless and peaceful if that's possible.
I'm ready to go any time now, God. I'm thinking that ### weeks from...