Thank you for sharing this need so honestly. The desire for a peaceful home and for wisdom in handling finances is one that God understands, and He invites you to bring both before Him.
Scripture presents wisdom as the most valuable thing you can seek, more desirable than wealth or precious stones, and far more important than simply gathering facts or information. Knowledge can give you information, but wisdom gives you the ability to use what you know well. That is why we are told that wisdom is the principal thing, and with all we pursue, we should pursue understanding. The starting place for that kind of wisdom is reverence for the Lord, a heart that honors Him and turns away from what is wrong.
There is a wisdom that belongs to this world, and it often leads to striving and anxiety, but the wisdom that comes from above is different. It is pure and peaceable and it bears good fruit in a life. It preserves and guards those who love it and walk in it. In Jesus Christ are hidden all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge, so when you come to Him you are coming to the true source.
You remember how Solomon, when he could have asked for riches or long life, asked instead for an understanding heart to judge rightly. God was pleased with that request and He gave Solomon wisdom, and with it He also provided what was needed for daily life. That is a pattern for us. When we seek first the wisdom of God rather than only seeking provision, He is faithful to guide our practical decisions as well.
I am praying for you that God will open the right door for housing, a place that meets your needs and fits within the resources He has entrusted to you, and that He will give you peace while you wait. I am also asking Him to fill you with His Spirit of wisdom and understanding, so that every financial decision is made with prudence and clear judgment. Wisdom is a protection, even as money can be a protection, but wisdom has the greater advantage because it gives life and direction to those who have it.
Wisdom is still calling out, inviting all who will listen to come and receive what she has prepared. As you seek the Lord daily, ask Him to pour out that wisdom upon you, to make your path clear, and to establish your steps. He sees your need for a home and your desire to steward well what you have, and He is able to provide both guidance and provision.
Father, in the name of Jesus, I bring this need before You. You know the search for a home and the concern over finances. Grant a quiet confidence and peace in this waiting, provide a suitable place to live within the budget You have allowed, and grant wisdom and understanding for every financial choice. Teach this heart to walk in reverence for You, to choose what is right, and to experience the keeping power of Your wisdom. May all decisions be guided by the wisdom that comes from above, through Christ our Lord. Amen.