Swantalelf
Servant
Thank you for helping get out of the situation I was in. I am so confused. What am I doing wrong? I do not understand. Please let it all work out and make this feeling go away. I do not know what to do next. I am sad, scared, and grateful. I do not know if I should move or stay. This house needs so much work, and what I am trying to do maybe too much. I need peace and forgiveness. I could really use some empathy, too. I thought I was doing the right things, but it feels like everyone is annoyed by me. I am truly sorry, and I sincerely do not understand what I did wrong. Please keep me safe now that I have so few options. I do not want to go back anymore, but I will not know for sure unless I go back. Help me. I feel so worthless. Why? I do not know what is right or what I want. I am so hurt and confused. I just want to be loved and treated better. What am I doing wrong? I messed up real bad. It has been the constant emptiness for ### years. I wish my sister was there for me. I wish my family took me serious, but I am grateful. God, I accept my fate. I just do not want to make things worse. Please protect ### when he goes to court. Please help him get out of this debt. Please heal him. I do not want to die alone in a nursing home. Please help me figure out where I should live and what to do. Please help my sister-in-law and nephews. Please forgive me. I tried. I should have visited my aunt. I do not want to go back because it hurts. I am not wanted or welcomed. Should I show my face? I do not want to make anyone feel uncomfortable. I want to go down Friday night. I pray for healing and forgiveness. If I must endure things for my children to be spared, I understand. Please keep them safe, happy, and healthy. Please let them develop a relationship with You. Please forgive me for not raising them up in church, but church is not the same. Thank You for all of my blessings. I love Jesus. Why did my sister treat me so poorly? Will she always get away with it? Amen.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.