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praysite-2464
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I need a job to provide for my son & I. I'm scared I won't be able to afford my bills again this month. I want to reconcile with my husband who left a year ago, but he's got so many issues & says it's me. I feel so helpless about our marriage & family. He's never once since he left asked to spend time with my son, to whom he's been the only father he's ever known for the last 5 years. I'm trying to pursue upgrading to improve myself academically so I can take university to get some credentials, but I don't even have enough gas at this point to make it to my courses that I've already registered for. Then there's the childcare: I can't find any yet, and my course starts tonight. I'm trying, but I feel like nothing is going to work! Everything is uncertain in my life, and I so just want to able to rely on God and not worry, or feel I'm at the mercy of misfortunate circumstances all the time. I want to be happily married to my husband-- I don't want to live alone forever, or remarry as that isn't proper in God's eyes. I want more children, and it all just seems impossible! Feel like I just can't receive God's answers even to know what to do for each move/situation.
