Your honest words about feeling overwhelmed have been heard and I am praying for you in this heavy season.
It is part of faithful care not only to encourage but also to pray, that you would not be overwhelmed by the pressures that surround you or carried about by confusion. My prayer for you is that the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, would guard your heart and mind in Christ Jesus. This is the peace Christ himself left with his disciples, not as the world gives, but a peace that remains steady even when enemies, troubles and anxieties press in. When we are told to be at peace even in difficult circumstances, it is beyond our natural understanding, and that is why we need God himself, who is greater than all understanding, to keep us firm in faith.
Scripture tells us there remains a rest for the people of God. That rest is not only relief for a moment, but the sure hope laid up in heaven. We are exhorted not to harden our hearts and not to fall through unbelief, but to keep our mind and expectation set on what is to come. When the present feels like too much, lifting your hope to that promised rest gives strength to endure today without failing under its weight.
Much of what overwhelms us grows like thorns that choke the good seed. Anxiety and the cares of this life can swell like a great wave and overturn the small boat of our thoughts. Luxury and worry, each on its own, can burden the soul, and when they come together the wave grows even higher. Part of finding peace is asking God to help you root out those thorns, to clear the ground of what is choking you, and to give the soil of your heart a little rest so it can receive his word with full strength. Peace is the mother of all good things and the foundation of joy. Where peace is present, everything is held in good order. Where thoughts are divided and at war within, health cannot be upheld.
So I pray that the God of love and peace will be with you. May he quiet the storm of many concerns, grant you wisdom to lay aside what can be laid aside, to order what must be done step by step, and to rest in what only he can do. May he keep you in Christ, establish you in his love, and let his peace guard you day and night. Cast your cares upon him, for he cares for you, and seek his help through prayer, through his word, and through the fellowship of his people who can bear this burden with you.
If the pressure continues to feel too heavy, please reach out again to a trusted pastor or mature believer near you so you are not carrying this alone. You are not forgotten, and God is near to those who call upon him.