Niki
Good and Faithful Servant
Jesus I have nowhere to turn except you. Take my burden, or give me more strength to carry it. I know I'm a sinner, but you came to call sinners, not the righteous. I beg for your mercy on me, ### & the situation with my bank. Please change everything. I feel so worthless.
How to believe your heavenly promise when your earthly promises are not fulfilled.
Why does my ### have to suffer? You know his health is very bad. Where is the joy you promise, in such a miserable situation? I really want to trust & believe you. My birthday is not far off. Will I get my gift of ### and me being united? If ### is not meant for me then remove all the love you have put in my heart for him. Help me give up all the money in my bank account, let me be a beggar on the street. In all these years of my life, the only indication I have received that shows that you care is that you have let me suffer, in some way or other. I'm ready to continue to keep suffering if it's your will. Amen, just let me die.
How to believe your heavenly promise when your earthly promises are not fulfilled.
Why does my ### have to suffer? You know his health is very bad. Where is the joy you promise, in such a miserable situation? I really want to trust & believe you. My birthday is not far off. Will I get my gift of ### and me being united? If ### is not meant for me then remove all the love you have put in my heart for him. Help me give up all the money in my bank account, let me be a beggar on the street. In all these years of my life, the only indication I have received that shows that you care is that you have let me suffer, in some way or other. I'm ready to continue to keep suffering if it's your will. Amen, just let me die.
