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godsgurl72
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Things are falling apart for me. I feel like I am in hell already. My husband had left with no word at all for 7 days and he returned on Dec 14th. Since then we have been using drugs together and I am not at all happy with this current situation. I feel like I have disappointed God one too many times. I feel myself slipping deeper and deeper. I am isolating myself and I am pushing all those I love away, especially my husband. I feel like he is not the person I thought he was. He sees the ship sinking but instead of draining the water, he only adds more water in. We are both hurtful and destructive towards one another. I am stuck in feeling like he is not telling me something, so my anger towards him is boiling just below the surface. I know it is not in God's plan for us to get divorced, but how can we go on like this??? Please pray for us; we need God now more than ever before.
