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godsgurl72
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Things are falling apart for me. I feel like I am in hell already. My husband had left with no word at all for 7 days and he returned on Dec 14th. Since then we have been using drugs together and I am not at all happy with this current situation. I feel like i have disappointed God one to many times. I feel myself slipping deeper and deeper. I am isolating myself and I am pushing all those i love away especially my husband. I feel like he is not the person I thought he was. He sees the ship sinking but instead of draining the water he only adds more water in. We are both hurtful and destructive towards one another. I am stuck in feeling like he is not telling me something so my anger towards him is boiling just below the surface. I know it is not in God's plan for us to get divorced but how can we go on like this??? Please pray for us we need God now more then ever before.