Hungry4love357
Servant of All
The devil is pushing my buttons right now, and getting to me. I keep seeing these commercials for Kay jewelers, and the engagement season, and e Harmony, and match.com, and watch two people get engaged during a football game. He knows how much it bothers me, when I have that stuff shoved in my face. It's like in your faced we are married, we are getting married in your face you loser. Now I'm crying, and feeling like garbage, and thinking about all the obstetricals I gotta overcome. All I hear in my head is, "You're never gonna get that lucky, no one will ever say yes to you, you can't even get a date." I hate when I hear that. I wish it would stop. I just wish it would stop. Please God make the voices telling me "I can't" to stop. There makeing me feel worthless.
