God bless both of you, both of you are in my prayers, I was reading this this morning because i have been so low for so long and only Gods Grace brings me thru. My 2 Girls one at the age of 13, know she is 18 years old, and the other one at 12 she is turning 15 today, the 18 year old thru the court was taken and the younger one left to her Dads the leid about me in court because i wouldt let them out in the steet, and there Dad because he is a fire man in this town he can get away with what ever. he put the older one on birth control at 13 and let her stay with her boyfriend and know one did any thing about it. hes let them both do drugs and because he is a fireman he gets away with it. my mother and brothers and sister also have turnd away from me they do not speek to me. are bussiness faild at the same time. well i can go on but it would take to long, needless to say i have failed all my life pict the wrong men. I had to leave my first husband because the last thing he did was put a gun to my head. so at that time i ask the Lord to take me out of there and he did and from there it got worse for so long that, thats all i have ever known but at 30 years old Jesus stept in and little by little he has changed me. So for me that song Amazing Grace meens so much to me. My 29 year old girl she has except the Lord and her and her husband live for the Lord Amen I dont see any of them very often so there are days that are real hard for me. because sometimes it is so hard to understand the why.
When i read what happens to both of you my heart hurts for you . so i was reading and found this, this morning . not just for both of you but for me also.
In a factory building there are wheels and gearings, There are cranks and pulleys, beltings tight or slack- Some are whirling swiftly, some are turning slowly, Some are thrusting forward, some are pulling back; Some are smooth and silent, some are rough and noisy, Pounding, rattling, clanking, moving with a jerk; In a wild confusion, in a seeming chaos, Lifting, pushing driving--but they do their work. From the mightiest lever to the tiniest pinion, All thing move together for the purpose planned; And behind the working is a mind cntrollings And a force directing, and a guiding hand, So all things are working for the Lord's beloved; Some things might be hurtful if alone they stood; Some might seem to hinder; some might draw us backward; But they work together, and they work for good, All the thwarted longings, all the stern denials, All the contradictions, hard to understand And the force that holds them, speeds them and retards them, Stops and starts and guides them- is our Father's hand, I pray Healing for both of you i lift your lives to Christ the hardship you are both going thru and i stand firm in Christ knowing that he has heald both your lives and Austins life also. Lord send some one to bless them and if not send your Holy Angeles to do they work i ask in Jesus name i ask for your sweet, sweet piece on there lives. God is telling us of all the good things He desires to give us. simply because He loves us so devotedly. The promises of God are good, because He is good-infenitely good. Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and comes down from the Father of lights with whom there is no variation or shado of turning. God Bless you girls I am in prayer for both of you and your familys Amen
