God bless both of you, both of you are in my prayers, I was reading this this morning because I have been so low for so long and only God's Grace brings me through. My 2 Girls, one at the age of 13, now she is 18 years old, and the other one at 12, she is turning 15 today, the 18-year-old through the court was taken and the younger one left to her Dad's. The lied about me in court because I wouldn't let them out on the street, and their Dad because he is a firefighter in this town, he can get away with whatever. He put the older one on birth control at 13 and let her stay with her boyfriend and no one did anything about it. He's let them both do drugs and because he is a firefighter, he gets away with it. My mother and brothers and sister also have turned away from me; they do not speak to me. Their business failed at the same time. Well, I can go on, but it would take too long, needless to say, I have failed all my life, picked the wrong men. I had to leave my first husband because the last thing he did was put a gun to my head. So at that time, I asked the Lord to take me out of there, and He did, and from there, it got worse for so long that, that's all I have ever known, but at 30 years old, Jesus stepped in, and little by little, He has changed me. So for me, that song "Amazing Grace" means so much to me. My 29-year-old girl has accepted the Lord, and she and her husband live for the Lord. Amen. I don't see any of them very often, so there are days that are real hard for me. Because sometimes, it is so hard to understand the why.
When I read what happens to both of you, my heart hurts for you. So I was reading and found this this morning, not just for both of you but for me also.
In a factory building, there are wheels and gearings, There are cranks and pulleys, beltings tight or slack- Some are whirling swiftly, some are turning slowly, Some are thrusting forward, some are pulling back; Some are smooth and silent, some are rough and noisy, Pounding, rattling, clanking, moving with a jerk; In a wild confusion, in a seeming chaos, Lifting, pushing driving--but they do their work. From the mightiest lever to the tiniest pinion, All things move together for the purpose planned; And behind the working is a mind controlling And a force directing, and a guiding hand, So all things are working for the Lord's beloved; Some things might be hurtful if alone they stood; Some might seem to hinder; some might draw us backward; But they work together, and they work for good, All the thwarted longings, all the stern denials, All the contradictions, hard to understand And the force that holds them, speeds them and retards them, Stops and starts and guides them- is our Father's hand, I pray Healing for both of you, I lift your lives to Christ, the hardship you are both going through, and I stand firm in Christ, knowing that He has healed both your lives and ###'s life also. Lord, send someone to bless them, and if not, send your Holy Angels to do their work. I ask in Jesus' name, I ask for your sweet, sweet peace on their lives. God is telling us of all the good things He desires to give us. Simply because He loves us so devotedly. The promises of God are good because He is good-infinite good. Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above and comes down from the Father of lights with whom there is no variation or shadow of turning. God bless you girls, I am in prayer for both of you and your families. Amen.
