Rorurr
Disciple of Prayer
Hello, brothers and sisters.
I am sure I am not the only one feeling like how I feel right now. I am so tired. I am exhausted. I am always worried about surviving. I feel I am stuck in idle with no motion. I am tired of worrying about finances. I am tired of being homeless and living in my car. I am tired of borrowing from my parents and family just to make ends meet. I am exhausted of the amount of work and effort I put in at my work and not see any type of promotion. I am tired of being a bad single father, that has to be 4 hours from my daughter just to barely support her. My income barely gets me by and it sucks. Cause I am smart, intelligent, and hardworking. I hate the fear of failure, but, seem as if I am already failing myself, my child, and my family. I don't seek much. I just want stability. I just want a roof over my head, food for my belly, and at least some extra financial stability for my future and my daughter's. I hate being mentally unstable and always falling short in all that I do. I just feel my hard work has nothing to show for. I try hard to be a good guy and help people that are not as fortunate as me. It just hurts me. And I don't know where to turn. I pray and try to ask God to show me. But, I feel He doesn't hear me. I don't know, I am just baffled.
I am sure I am not the only one feeling like how I feel right now. I am so tired. I am exhausted. I am always worried about surviving. I feel I am stuck in idle with no motion. I am tired of worrying about finances. I am tired of being homeless and living in my car. I am tired of borrowing from my parents and family just to make ends meet. I am exhausted of the amount of work and effort I put in at my work and not see any type of promotion. I am tired of being a bad single father, that has to be 4 hours from my daughter just to barely support her. My income barely gets me by and it sucks. Cause I am smart, intelligent, and hardworking. I hate the fear of failure, but, seem as if I am already failing myself, my child, and my family. I don't seek much. I just want stability. I just want a roof over my head, food for my belly, and at least some extra financial stability for my future and my daughter's. I hate being mentally unstable and always falling short in all that I do. I just feel my hard work has nothing to show for. I try hard to be a good guy and help people that are not as fortunate as me. It just hurts me. And I don't know where to turn. I pray and try to ask God to show me. But, I feel He doesn't hear me. I don't know, I am just baffled.