Anonymous
Beloved of All
Today was the day that enough was enough. I have been seeing a client of mine for 2 years. I have been completely miserable and doubting my abilities as a professional while seeing this person. I have been having nightmares, losing sleep, and my mental health is declining since seeing them. I have tried and tried to ignore this and just "not let it bother me" for well over a year. I am horribly depressed and anxious. I am also 6 months pregnant. I cannot quit my job because I cannot afford it and I haven't had any luck finding something new. I confided in one of my managers today and they offered much support to me. I am so afraid that I have jeopardized my job. I just didn't know how else to do. I am seeing a therapist over this client and just generally feel like a complete failure that I just can't cope with this client. I am so afraid of losing my job and losing everything in my life but I just had to talk to my manager about this. I hope it wasn't the wrong decision. Lord, please help me. Please let this all smooth over and please let this issue be resolved and not cause me to lose my job. I love my job but I just couldn't handle the stress and I know how bad it is for the baby. Please Lord, provide me some support and let my managers be understanding during this situation. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen.
