Consider what a lump in the breast truly is, a swelling of the flesh, a thing uncertain and inflamed. Now place the sign of the cross upon that very breast, and call to mind all that was then done, how the Lord’s own body was pierced and hung upon the tree, how death itself was put to death, how the gates of hell cowered in fear, how the dead were loosed. When you do this, the sharp sting of this terror is quenched. For what is this swelling, however sore, compared to that consuming fire which is God, whom we cannot touch, before whom Moses exceedingly feared and quaked?
That fear drives out every lesser fear. The physician’s art may probe and test; but remember the Gospel, where the Lord touched the fevered woman and not only quenched her illness but gave back perfect health all at once, a thing no physician’s art could work. What is done now, these biopsies and examinations, is healing, not despite; yet even in this, our hope is not fixed upon the uncertain skill of men, as if it were riches one day here and gone the next. No, let your soul not be embased by this dread.
The heart that swells with passions and anger is the true sickness, the real inflammation. Do not let your heart swell now with despondency, for what is this body but a comely form that wealth of days can make ugly and diseased? If God permits this testing, it is that you learn where true wealth lies. Lay hold of the fear of God and you will be mild and gentle even in the face of this.
For he is rich who can endure poverty and sickness more lightly than others bear their riches and health. Consider who stands by you, the Lord who holds your hand, who suffered worse for you. Let not your soul be restive. Trust in God, the Author of all, and in the resurrection, where this mortal flesh, even if it perishes, shall be raised incorruptible.
Let him that thinketh he standeth take heed lest he fall, not into illness, but into a far worse terror, a despairing heart. Bear these things meekly, and remember the poor man at the gate who, having nothing, obtained the kingdom. Your body may be probed, but your soul is held fast. Wait upon the true Physician in peace.