Anonymous
Beloved of All
I've been into a relationship since 7.5 years. The things were really screwed with him.. but still I cared... he was busy with his work, his family problems, his responsibilities. But I tried my level best every moment to be with him. We don't meet each other much.. but I cried, I prayed, trusted my Lord. Only this was in my hands. And one day I got to know that he is getting married with someone else according to his family wish, I was out of town, I rang him up, he said it's a lie.. a rumor it was his cousin's marriage and I believe him like always and then next day his friend sent me his photograph in wedding place dressed for marriage with people around him. He is married now.. I'm ruined... destroyed.. can't see any hopes... he even lied with me.. I'm speechless.. I can't see my life without him. I cannot understand why life has done this to me. Don't deserve this. I have nothing left. He is my everything. I still love him. I still want him back. God please help me.. I know my God cannot do this to me.. he loves me.. he cannot ditch me.. please if there are prayers take him to me.. I love him.. the most on this earth. It will be a miracle for him coming to me.. but I still hope for it. Please I beg my God my life my love my everything. I don't want to lose my faith.. I have nothing except this... just waiting for the time to change... and him coming back to me... I've been praying for us since 8 years.. please look at me... don't destroy my life.. my world I created. Don't reject my prayers. Please bring my smile.. my life.. my everything. I pray to you my Lord... you are the God.. the creator... Lord Shiva please please bring him back to me.. I don't want to lose him. You can take whatever you want from me but please not him. Please bring him back. I don't want to live the rest of my life like a body without soul.. I know your love conquers all.. please show mercy on me and on everyone on this blog who are asking for your help.. just show them light.. I don't want anyone to feel the pain I'm feeling for him. Listen to the prayers and make time change. Amen
