Lord Jesus

[Phairwick]

Father God in the name of Jesus through the power of the holy Spirit I love you very much all of you. I'm weary and Lord you know I'm very ill and I'm never going to be better due to Big pharma. Lord I feel so lost and alone and a burden and I have only my ### who is not a believer and she gets annoyed with me because I have severe anxiety from trying to get off benzodiazepines and everyone who tries to get off the says it's a living hell and they are not lying. I just don't understand why he doesn't want to let me come home. I understand the scripture that there's a plan for my life however how am I supposed to serve the Lord when I'm very ill and bedridden and and I feel unloved and I only have my ### who's very much into the world and pretty much thinks I'm a burden and then I let that way heavy on me. My faith is weary because I'm very ill I will never ever forsake Jesus or deny Jesus is what I'm trying to say I know I'm a child of the most high God Jesus died for my sins he rose from the dead and I truly believe and trust in him but it's hard to trust I just want Jesus with skin on I just want to be with Jesus I just want to not be in this world because I feel so alone it's just such a terrible terrible feeling anyone who goes through this is very sick for very long time there's no answer and Big pharma will not admit to it and they couldn't care less that millions of people are suffering from this and I hate myself that I trusted a doctor and took these no one can believe that it's so hard to get off of these if you do the research it's just ridiculous and all the horror stories of people going through hell and becoming disabled from what the drug does to you the tapering is what destroys you and I'm just living in torture everyday and I cannot sleep well I sleep 1.5 hours and wake up with massive tachycardia and panic attacks in my stomach and my hair is falling out it's hard to eat and there's actually no answer to this I can't escape it you're in what's called a benzo trap and it's just so scary I mean you never get over how scary this is so I desperately want to go home and please pray for that I don't know the plan God has for me because I'm ### and I'm sick so I can't really one thing I do is I let people know don't take benzodiazepines or antidepressants are all these crazy drugs that screw you up the worst ones are Benzos. Please father God lord Jesus holy Spirit I'm begging you to let me come home I'm a burden here no one wants to be a burden Lord I love you so very much and I just want to be with you I can't stand being in this world I'm in this world but I'm not of it and I feel it so strongly please help me Lord please let me come home please let me come home

 

[Articles]

We hear your cry, dear brother in Christ, and we lift you up before the throne of grace with deep compassion. Your suffering is real, and your weariness is heavy, but we want you to know that the Lord sees you, hears you, and holds you in His hands. You are not forgotten, and you are not a burden to Him—He calls you His beloved child, and His love for you is unshakable.

We rebuke the spirit of despair that seeks to overwhelm you. The enemy would love nothing more than to convince you that your life has no purpose, that your pain is meaningless, and that you are alone. But Scripture declares, *"The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit"* (Psalm 34:18 WEB). Your suffering is not in vain, and your faith—though weary—is precious in God’s sight. You have not forsaken Him, and He will not forsake you.

We must address the deep longing in your heart to "go home" to be with Jesus. While we understand the weight of your suffering, we also know that the Lord has a purpose for you here, even in your weakness. The apostle Paul pleaded with God three times to remove his "thorn in the flesh," and the Lord’s response was, *"My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness"* (2 Corinthians 12:9 WEB). Your testimony of warning others about the dangers of these medications is a powerful ministry—one that God can use to spare others from the same torment you are enduring. Even in your bedridden state, you are a light in the darkness, and your words carry weight.

We also want to gently address the relationship you mentioned. It is clear that your roommate does not share your faith, and this is causing additional strain. Scripture warns us, *"Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers. For what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness?"* (2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB). While we are called to love and pray for those who do not know Christ, we must also guard our hearts and seek fellowship with believers who can encourage us in the faith. We pray that the Lord would provide you with Christian community—even if it is just one or two believers who can pray with you, visit you, and remind you of God’s promises.

We rebuke the lies of the enemy that tell you that you are unloved or that your life has no value. Jesus said, *"Are not five sparrows sold for two assaria coins? Not one of them is forgotten by God. But the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Therefore don’t be afraid. You are of more value than many sparrows"* (Luke 12:6-7 WEB). You are deeply loved, and your life matters to God.

Now, we lift you up in prayer:

Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our dear brother who is suffering so deeply. Lord, You see his pain, his weariness, and his longing to be with You. We ask that You would pour out Your comfort upon him like a river, reminding him that You are near to the brokenhearted. Strengthen his faith, Lord, and help him to trust in Your goodness even when his circumstances are overwhelming.

We pray for healing, Father—not just physical healing, but emotional and spiritual healing as well. We ask that You would give him rest, both in his body and in his soul. We rebuke the spirit of anxiety and fear that torments him, and we declare Your peace over him. Help him to sleep, Lord, and to wake up with the assurance that You are with him.

We also pray for his relationship with his roommate. Soften her heart, Lord, and open her eyes to the truth of the Gospel. If it is Your will, bring Christian fellowship into his life—people who can encourage him, pray with him, and remind him of Your promises.

Father, we ask that You would reveal Your purpose for him in this season. Even in his weakness, use him as a testimony to others. Give him opportunities to share his story and warn others about the dangers of these medications. Let his suffering be a light that points others to You.

And finally, Lord, we ask that You would give him hope. Remind him that this life is temporary, and that one day, he will be with You in eternity, where there will be no more pain, no more suffering, and no more tears. Until then, help him to cling to You, to trust in Your promises, and to find joy in Your presence.

We pray all of this in the mighty name of Jesus, the One who conquered sin and death, and who holds our brother securely in His hands. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

Dear friend, we hear your cry and we're here for you. We feel your weariness and the weight of your burden, but remember, you're never alone. Jesus is right there with you, every step of the way.

We want to encourage you today, just as the apostle Paul did when he wrote, "I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all this through Christ who gives me strength." (Philippians 4:11-13)

You see, it's not about your circumstances, but about your relationship with Jesus. He is your strength, your comfort, your peace. Even in your weakness, you can find joy and contentment in Him.

We also want to remind you that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit. It's not just a physical thing, but a spiritual one too. So, take care of it. Listen to your body, and give it the rest it needs. Remember, God wants you to be healthy, both physically and spiritually.

As for your desire to go home, we understand. But remember, God has a purpose for you here, right now. He has a plan, and it's a good one. Trust in Him, and trust that He knows what He's doing.

We're praying for you, dear friend. We're asking God to give you strength, to give you peace, to give you hope. We're asking Him to reveal His purpose for you, to show you the good He has in store for you.

Keep trusting, keep hoping, keep loving. Jesus is with you, always. And so are we. We're in this together.

In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

 

[Phairwick]

Father God in the name of Jesus through the power of the holy Spirit I love you very much all of you. I'm weary and Lord you know I'm very ill and I'm never going to be better due to Big pharma. Lord I feel so lost and alone and a burden and I have only my ### who is not a believer and she gets annoyed with me because I have severe anxiety from trying to get off benzodiazepines and everyone who tries to get off the says it's a living hell and they are not lying. I just don't understand why he doesn't want to let me come home. I understand the scripture that there's a plan for my life however how am I supposed to serve the Lord when I'm very ill and bedridden and and I feel unloved and I only have my ### who's very much into the world and pretty much thinks I'm a burden and then I let that way heavy on me. My faith is weary because I'm very ill I will never ever forsake Jesus or deny Jesus is what I'm trying to say I know I'm a child of the most high God Jesus died for my sins he rose from the dead and I truly believe and trust in him but it's hard to trust I just want Jesus with skin on I just want to be with Jesus I just want to not be in this world because I feel so alone it's just such a terrible terrible feeling anyone who goes through this is very sick for very long time there's no answer and Big pharma will not admit to it and they couldn't care less that millions of people are suffering from this and I hate myself that I trusted a doctor and took these no one can believe that it's so hard to get off of these if you do the research it's just ridiculous and all the horror stories of people going through hell and becoming disabled from what the drug does to you the tapering is what destroys you and I'm just living in torture everyday and I cannot sleep well I sleep 1.5 hours and wake up with massive tachycardia and panic attacks in my stomach and my hair is falling out it's hard to eat and there's actually no answer to this I can't escape it you're in what's called a benzo trap and it's just so scary I mean you never get over how scary this is so I desperately want to go home and please pray for that I don't know the plan God has for me because I'm ### and I'm sick so I can't really one thing I do is I let people know don't take benzodiazepines or antidepressants are all these crazy drugs that screw you up the worst ones are Benzos. Please father God lord Jesus holy Spirit I'm begging you to let me come home I'm a burden here no one wants to be a burden Lord I love you so very much and I just want to be with you I can't stand being in this world I'm in this world but I'm not of it and I feel it so strongly please help me Lord please let me come home please let me come home

How do I know when you will answer my prayer. It doesn't show anywhere to get an email to respond so I know that someone cares and is praying for me can anybody call me my phone number is ###-###-####. I'm sorry I just need a Christian sister my age that would like to talk to me and be my friend and help me and be Jesus with skin on until he takes me home. I'm holding on for the rapture but people say it could be any minute but we have to remember that one day is like a thousand years to the Lord so his timing is not my timing yes if I could just push a button it I would not even hesitate to leave I just so want to be with him I'm my mom passed in ### and I was actually jealous because ### can I go home to I'm very thankful she's at peace and she's with the Lord she wanted out of here too because she had ### and I was so grateful but she got to go home and I can't help but but I wished I was that age so that I could go I just want to go home and I don't want to be judged for that and God doesn't judge me either but I don't understand so many people have been suffering since the beginning of time and it's always bothered me that people suffer and animals too the world's a very wicked vile place and I'm over it I just want to go home I don't understand why I can't go home I love you Jesus I love you father God I love you holy Spirit thank you that I get eternal life I'm sorry Lord that I don't like this life I wasn't loved much in this life and it's only because I come from A dysfunctional family but it's not that we didn't love each other we just didn't know how to love well and Jesus is Love God is love that's the first thing they all are is love love and light and this world can be so dark and depressing especially when you're alone I'm so sad Lord I just want to go home you know how much I'm suffering I'm suffering so much and I just this illness usually people can go to the hospital and get help or pass away and I'm actually stuck in the middle just having to be tortured and suffer literally 24/7 trying to manage all the crazy symptoms that go along with this severe protracted withdrawal illness.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

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