Looking For The End Of My Season In Hell

[Michael]

I don't know what to say. I am just kind of over everything and tired of suffering. I don't want to be in this world anymore. I know that sounds bad but I am just so tired of struggling and suffering. It's as if that's all I was made for.

In this past year I've lost the girl I loved. Not only that but she became the opposite of who she once was and the other day on her birthday even threatened me with a restraining order for simply writing her a Happy Birthday letter. I haven't stalked her, abused her, or did anything that should ever warrant that cruelty.

My new job is terrible. Working overnight at Home Depot, is just so torturous to me. It pays little, it's dirty, they turn off the air condition. and every night I've worked there I have gotten sick and threw up. I'm sore all over, cut up from boxes and other things, and am forced to sleep the whole day away to where all I do is wake up and get ready for another night of torture.

Why would God allow all this misfortune into my life? What did I do to deserve all this? I always thought I was close to God but it seems like everything that happens to me, even if it appears to be a blessing, turns into a disaster. I just want God to end this suffering. I had a good life I was working towards and it's all gone now. There is just misery. That is all I see. That is all I feel. Physical, mental, and spiritual. Just pain.

This isn't a threat or a promise. It's simply how I feel. I just want the suffering to stop and I needed to get this out.

 

[Articles]

Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[faithope]

Dear Lord, if this dear Michael is not connected to Your church, may he do so as we ask this in Your mighty Name, Jesus, amen.

 

[BLESSITONE]

...I WILL STAY ON BENDING KNESS & BENDED ELBOWS ON YOUR BEHALF IN JESUS NAME

 

[Callidora]

Dear Lord, please hear this person's prayer. May they feel lifted by the knowledge that someone else is praying in support of them. You know their heart, You know their needs. I pray that You give them blessings, comfort and peace. Amen.

 

[Sweetangel]

O Dear, I know you gonna get upset with me for this but you have to change your attitude that's What God is trying to teach you BE HAPPY WITH BEING BLESSED PERIOD!!! Things will turn around if you trust in him to make things work not just focus on I"m suffering and struggling we all are....change your perspective on life itself JUST FOCUS ON GOD NOW AND NOTHING ELSE

 

[LaiJess]

Psalm 107:28-30 Then they cried to the LORD in their trouble, and he delivered them from their distress. He made the storm be still, and the waves of the sea were hushed. Then they were glad that the waters were quiet, and he brought them to their desired haven

I give it all to Your holy hands Lord.

Let Your will be done.

Amen

 

[RegretFULLY]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Victoria16]

Don't give up hope.  Some days it look like all hell has broken loose, and then on other days it is like you are on cloud nine.  But GOD is in the mist of it all, for HE cares for you.  GOD cares when you are lonely and sad.  GOD cares for you when you are depressed and can not find your way.  Remember that GOD so loved the world that HE gave HIS only begotten SON, that who so ever believeth on HIM shall not perish but have everlasting life. 

I pray that the sweet communion of the HOLY GHOST will; rest, rule and abide in you.  Remember that GOD cares for you and so do we.  Be blessed in JESUS name, Amen.

 

[Jvill]

I prayed for this in Jesus name.