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Humble Prayer Warrior
Dear God,
Two things are happening at the same time right now:
I have come to really see Your message, for the first time, and so very very clearly at that.
I see that You want me to be dependent only on You. I AGREE.
Thought the road feels impossible, I can also see this more clearly than anything I ever have.
I have so many enemies.
PLEASE DESTROY THESE VISCIOUS, TRULY EVIL ENEMIES AND CRUSH THEM BENEATH OUR FEET.
KEEP ME OUT OF THEIR REACH FOR ONCE AND FOR ALL, I BEG OF YOU!!!
Okay, I see your intent for me, I do.
But at the same time, by my sinning, I am being far from you.
Today I was almost caught again. The people who caught me are not among my enemies, they are just doing their job.
But I need to stop. But I can't.
Also, there is something I just DON'T UNDERSTAND--AND PERHAPS IT'S NOT FOR ME TO QUESTION YOU, OH GOD. BUT I WILL QUESTION: WHY?? WHY?? WHY?? WHY ARE MONSTERS MURDERING INNOCENT LITTLE BABIES, LITTLE BOYS AND GIRLS, EVERYDAY AND WHY DO YOU ALLOW THESE INNOCENT LITTLE ANGELS TO SUFFER, GOD?
WHY, GOD?
I READ IT IN THE NEWS EVERYDAY, AND MY HEART SHATTERS AND I FEEL NAUSEOUS AND I WEEP FOR THESE INNOCENT BABIES!
WHY, GOD?
I CANNOT UNDERSTAND.
WHY IS IT BEING ALLOWED?
PLEASE, I CANNOT TAKE READING AND HEARING THESE THINS AGAINST CHILDREN AND INNOCENT DOGS--THEY ARE YOUR ANGELS! SO WHY?
THIS MAKES ME MORE STRESSED AND AND IN MORE PAIN THAN I ALREADY AM FOR MY OWN PROBLEMS.
MANY HAVE STATED THAT THIS IS WHY THEY ARE ATHEISTS--WELL THAT'S THEIR OWN POOR CHOICE AND I DON'T CARE ABOUT THEM.
BUT SEE, THIS IS A GOOD QUESTION.
WHY DO YOU ALLOW THESE INNOCENT ANGELS TO SUFFER TORTURE AND MURDER?
I AM SAD BEYOND ANYTHING THAT I CAN EXPRESS.
AT ANY RATE, DEAR GOD, PLEASE BLESS MY OWN BABIES AND MYSELF AND ALL OF MY PRAYER WARRIORS (THE GREAT PEOPLE WHO ARE PRAYING FOR ME ON THIS SITE). PLEASE HELP AND SAVE AND KEEP US.
AMEN.
Two things are happening at the same time right now:
I have come to really see Your message, for the first time, and so very very clearly at that.
I see that You want me to be dependent only on You. I AGREE.
Thought the road feels impossible, I can also see this more clearly than anything I ever have.
I have so many enemies.
PLEASE DESTROY THESE VISCIOUS, TRULY EVIL ENEMIES AND CRUSH THEM BENEATH OUR FEET.
KEEP ME OUT OF THEIR REACH FOR ONCE AND FOR ALL, I BEG OF YOU!!!
Okay, I see your intent for me, I do.
But at the same time, by my sinning, I am being far from you.
Today I was almost caught again. The people who caught me are not among my enemies, they are just doing their job.
But I need to stop. But I can't.
Also, there is something I just DON'T UNDERSTAND--AND PERHAPS IT'S NOT FOR ME TO QUESTION YOU, OH GOD. BUT I WILL QUESTION: WHY?? WHY?? WHY?? WHY ARE MONSTERS MURDERING INNOCENT LITTLE BABIES, LITTLE BOYS AND GIRLS, EVERYDAY AND WHY DO YOU ALLOW THESE INNOCENT LITTLE ANGELS TO SUFFER, GOD?
WHY, GOD?
I READ IT IN THE NEWS EVERYDAY, AND MY HEART SHATTERS AND I FEEL NAUSEOUS AND I WEEP FOR THESE INNOCENT BABIES!
WHY, GOD?
I CANNOT UNDERSTAND.
WHY IS IT BEING ALLOWED?
PLEASE, I CANNOT TAKE READING AND HEARING THESE THINS AGAINST CHILDREN AND INNOCENT DOGS--THEY ARE YOUR ANGELS! SO WHY?
THIS MAKES ME MORE STRESSED AND AND IN MORE PAIN THAN I ALREADY AM FOR MY OWN PROBLEMS.
MANY HAVE STATED THAT THIS IS WHY THEY ARE ATHEISTS--WELL THAT'S THEIR OWN POOR CHOICE AND I DON'T CARE ABOUT THEM.
BUT SEE, THIS IS A GOOD QUESTION.
WHY DO YOU ALLOW THESE INNOCENT ANGELS TO SUFFER TORTURE AND MURDER?
I AM SAD BEYOND ANYTHING THAT I CAN EXPRESS.
AT ANY RATE, DEAR GOD, PLEASE BLESS MY OWN BABIES AND MYSELF AND ALL OF MY PRAYER WARRIORS (THE GREAT PEOPLE WHO ARE PRAYING FOR ME ON THIS SITE). PLEASE HELP AND SAVE AND KEEP US.
AMEN.

