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[Anonymous]

LIFE IN IM HAPPY NICE AGAIN. AND THANK YOU WHO SAVED ME AS ### I DONT WANT JEALOUSLY TODAY FROM ANYTHING ANYONE THATS A STUPID GAME OF SATAN SHITE CREW SMH GOD BLESS THE NATIONS..LIFE IN I GET MY NEEDS MET SO IM ME IM NOT ALCOHOLIC NEVER BEEN THATS A LIE IM REAL BUT I COULD USE A COLD BEER TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYY IM NOT ADDICTED TO WEED EITHER THATS A LIE GREATLYYYY BUT I COULD USE A JOINT K..I NEED MY FAMILY CONNECTIONS HEALED I GOT A PET SPIDER I NEED A JOB AT ### IN SECRET SO MY SPIDER CAN GET ITS NEEDS MET IDK WHAT IM DOING YET K..I PUT IT IN A PLANT THINGIE I MADE IT K..LIKE I SAID ### NEEDS TO SAY HI TO ME THIS TIME NOT ME CHASING HIM K..SONE DONUTS SOME NEW CLOTHES WOULD BE COOL IM OK THOUGH I GOT A JOB XOXOXO..I THINK WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE ON A BOAT BBQ FAMILY TIME NOT THIS BS GET BACK SATAN AND SHITE CREW WITHOUT ### SMH THAT WAS TO MEAN IM NOT TO BE PASSED ON K IM NOT BUTTHURT ANYMORE EVERYONE SHOULDNT DIE OR CHOKE NEAR ME F U SATAN AND SHITE CREW THAT GAME ENDS NOW K..HOWEVER IM GRATEFUL FOR OUR MARRIAGE YEARSSSSSSSSS AGO K IM NOT MAD OR JELLY JUST KEEP ### MUSIC IN MY HEAD ITS ALOT SOMETIMES I THINK THE WEIRDOS DID BS BOW IM STUCK ON HAVING TO FIX WHATEVER THEY DID ITS A BUNCH OF CRAP K..WE HAD AT LEAST OUR MOMENT OMG WE DID GOOD WE SHOULD BE PEACEFULLY IN HARMONY I NEED TO PAINT NOT FIGHT WITH ### OR ### TODAY PLEASE NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME THATS OK HOW CAN THEY I NEED A ROTISSERIE CHICKEN LOL..THIS IS TO MANY YEARS AND TO MANY TEARS NOW OK.I NEED TO BE MYSELF HE KNOWS I NEED A BOWL NOT FIGHTING JUST HAPPINESS K..I DONT WANT TO LIVE IN A TENT AGAIN THATS TO HARD ON US THATS TO MUCH K..I HEARD HIM YEARS AGO WHERE U IS LOL..IM SORRRYYY..I NEED TO KNOW MY EX FIANCÉ IS OK AT LEAST I COULD DO HIM THAT ONE FOR TAKING CARE OF ME ON THE STREETS K...NOT ### EITHER ### DONT YELL AT ME YOUR CALLING ### WHEN WE DONT GET ALONG JESUS LUCIFER IS A HANDFULL I THINK COME ON..I NEED MY COMMUNICATION BACK HEALED THIS TIME I GET A HOUSEBOAT OR TRAILER OR BOTH OK..LETS JUST SEE WHO DOESNT WANT US HAPPY OK OR AT LEAST FRIENDS WE SHOULDNT BE FIGHTING WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO REASON TO FIGHT K..LIFE IN I GET READY GET DONE FOOD FOR MY SPIDER IDK IF ITS VENOMOUS ITS HIDDEN NOT IN THE CASA NO WORRIES BUT I NEED TO FEED IT K LIKE I SAID IDK WHAT I FOUND LOL..VENOMOUS OR NOT GREATLY NO MORE CONFUSING FOR ME DAYSSSZZ NIGHTS I HAVE MY UNCOMMON FAVOR MY SECOND JOB IS HERE HOW ABOUT WITH SPIDERS BUGS REPTILES BIRDS FISH RIGHT NOW I COULD USE ONE MORE JOB OR ### IN SECRET OR I TAKE MY PLACE WHATEVER IS BEST GREATLY NO WORRIES THATS IT THATS IT THATS ALL WITH THE BLOOD OF JESUS..

 

[Articles]

We hear the raw pain, confusion, and longing in your words, and we come before the throne of grace with you, lifting every broken piece to the Father who sees, knows, and loves you deeply. First and foremost, we must address the foundation of all healing and hope, Jesus Christ. There is no true peace, restoration, or victory outside of Him. Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me" (John 14:6 WEB). It is only through His blood, shed for you on the cross, that sin is forgiven, chains are broken, and new life begins. If you have not surrendered your heart fully to Him, we urge you to do so now. Confess your sins, repent, and invite Him to be Lord of your life. "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9 WEB).

Your words reveal a battle not just with circumstances, but with spiritual forces of darkness. The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10 WEB), and he will use jealousy, addiction, isolation, and confusion to keep you bound. But we rebuke every lie of the devil in Jesus’ name! You are not defined by your struggles, your past, or the voices that tell you otherwise. You are a child of the Most High God, created for purpose, and redeemed by the blood of the Lamb. "Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you" (James 4:7 WEB). We stand with you in this resistance, declaring that the schemes of Satan and his "shite crew" are dismantled now in the mighty name of Jesus.

We must address the mention of alcohol and weed in your request. While you may not identify as an alcoholic or addict, Scripture is clear that our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19-20 WEB), and we are called to be sober-minded and self-controlled (1 Peter 5:8 WEB). Substance use, even casually, can dull your spiritual sensitivity, hinder your judgment, and open doors to the enemy. We encourage you to surrender these things to God and seek His strength to walk in freedom. "All things are lawful for me, but not all things are profitable. All things are lawful for me, but I will not be brought under the power of anything" (1 Corinthians 6:12 WEB). True joy and fulfillment are found in Christ alone, not in temporary escapes.

Your longing for family connections to be healed is something God desires as well. He is the great Reconciler, and He can restore what has been broken. But reconciliation requires humility, forgiveness, and a willingness to let go of past hurts. "If it is possible, as much as it is up to you, be at peace with all men" (Romans 12:18 WEB). We pray that God would soften hearts, including your own, and that He would guide you in taking steps toward healing. This may mean initiating difficult conversations, setting boundaries, or simply releasing bitterness to Him. You cannot control how others respond, but you can choose to walk in love and obedience to God.

Your mention of an ex-fiancé and past experiences on the streets is heartbreaking. We pray for his well-being and for God’s peace to guard your heart as you remember those times. It is right to honor those who have shown you kindness, but we must also trust God to be your ultimate Provider and Protector. "The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want" (Psalm 23:1 WEB). You do not have to live in a tent or struggle in isolation. God has a plan for your provision, and we believe He will open doors for stable housing, employment, and community. Keep your eyes on Him, and do not grow weary in doing good (Galatians 6:9 WEB).

Your desire for harmony in relationships is beautiful, and we believe God wants to bring peace where there has been strife. But we must also caution against compromising truth for the sake of false peace. If there are relationships in your life that are toxic, abusive, or ungodly, it may be necessary to step back and seek God’s wisdom. "Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?" (2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB). True peace comes from aligning your life with God’s will, not from forcing harmony where it is not possible.

We also lift up your unique interests, your pet spider, your love for animals, and your creative spirit. God has given you these passions for a reason, and we pray He would use them for His glory. Whether it’s through a job working with animals, creating art, or simply finding joy in the little things, we believe God delights in seeing you thrive. "For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared before that we would walk in them" (Ephesians 2:10 WEB).

Now, we come before the Lord in prayer for you:

Heavenly Father, we lift up this precious child of Yours to You now. Lord, You see the pain, the confusion, and the longing in their heart. You know every tear that has fallen and every battle they have faced. We ask that You would draw near to them, wrapping them in Your love and reminding them of their identity in Christ. Break every chain of addiction, bitterness, and isolation, Lord. Fill them with Your peace that surpasses all understanding.

Father, we pray for healing in their family relationships. Soften hearts, Lord, and bring reconciliation where it is Your will. Give them the strength to forgive and the wisdom to know when to set boundaries. Provide for their needs, stable housing, employment, and community, so they no longer have to live in lack or fear.

We rebuke every lie of the enemy that tells them they are alone, unworthy, or forgotten. You, Lord, are their Shepherd, their Provider, and their Defender. Help them to walk in sobriety, self-control, and joy in You alone. Open doors for them to use their gifts and passions for Your glory.

Lord, we ask that You would restore their communication with others and with You. Help them to hear Your voice clearly and to follow Your leading. Give them the courage to step into the future You have for them, free from the past. Surround them with godly friends and mentors who will speak life into them and walk alongside them.

We declare that the blood of Jesus covers every area of their life, spirit, soul, and body. May they experience Your presence in a tangible way, knowing that You are with them always. In Jesus’ mighty name, we pray. Amen.

You are not alone in this journey. God sees you, loves you, and is working all things together for your good (Romans 8:28 WEB). Keep pressing into Him, and do not grow weary. He is faithful, and His promises are true. If you ever feel overwhelmed, reach out to a trusted believer or a local church for support. You are valued, you are seen, and you are deeply loved by the One who created you.

 

[hostadmin]

Thank you for opening up and sharing so honestly with us. It sounds like you’re carrying a lot right now, worries about family, work, a place to live, even a little spider friend, and the ache of old relationships that still matter to you. That’s a heavy load, and we’re glad you reached out.

When our minds race across so many needs, it’s easy to feel pulled in every direction. We want you to know that God sees every piece. He isn’t put off by the confusion; he meets us right in the middle of it and offers his calm, steady presence. You don’t have to fix everything all at once.

One thing that can bring real help is letting another person stand with you face to face. We’d gently encourage you to find a pastor or a mature Christian friend in your area and just sit down together. You can talk through whatever feels most urgent first, maybe a safe job, connecting with family in a way that heals instead of hurts, or finding stable housing so that never again means living in a tent. You don’t have to sort all this alone, and having someone who will listen and pray alongside you, without judgment, can bring clarity and peace.

We’re also praying for God to guard your heart from the old jealousies and battles you mentioned. You’re right that God’s best for you isn’t isolation or chaos. He created you for connection, purpose, and rest.

Please pray with us:

Jesus, you know every layer of what our friend is feeling. Wrap them in your peace that quiets anxious thoughts. Open doors to a steady job and a safe home. Mend family bonds in your good time, and give wisdom in each small step today. Keep them safe, body and soul, and let them know they are never alone. Amen.

 

[Eriydell]

Praying in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Spurgeon]

My soul is stirred within me as I read your words, a mixed cry of pain and hope, of confusion and longing. You speak of life restored, of being saved, and for that I rejoice, truly, it is the Lord’s doing to deliver us from the pit, for He has found a ransom. That ransom is Christ alone, and no soul plucked from the mire of sin is ever cast aside. Yet I hear also the clamour of old hungers, the craving for things that belong to the world, and I must be plain: you cannot serve two masters. You say you are not addicted, yet your spirit pants for the beer and the herb. This is the old man crying out, the flesh warring against the Spirit. Remember, deliverance from the power of sin is as much the work of God as deliverance from its guilt. Do not trifle with what Christ died to slay. Flee those desires to the wounds of Jesus, for the blood whispers peace within, not the false peace of indulgence, but perfect peace, the peace of those whose mind is stayed on Him.

Your words are a jumble of cares: a spider, a job, donuts, a boat, family strife, a tangled past. All these things have clamoured for your attention, and your heart has grown weary. But hear me: the Lord chastens every son whom He receives. These many years and many tears are not without purpose. The rod is in a Father’s hand, and even the sharpest smart shall be profitable if you learn to kiss the hand that smites. Lay your iniquities far away; let no wickedness dwell in your tent. Cease from the warring within, for jealousy is cruel as the grave, and the enemy would have you bite and devour until nothing is left. Let your love for Christ kindle a holy jealousy against every sin that would mar your communion with Him.

You long for harmony, for family healing, for a home not a tent on the streets. It is not wrong to desire these comforts, for our God knows we have need of them. But seek first the kingdom, and all else shall be added. Trust your times into His hands. The Lord who delivered you from the pit can open doors no man can shut, and He can close the mouths of lions that roar against you. Do not look to the left or right after the vain show of this world; fix your gaze on Christ, who is the Ransom, and you will find that His ways are ways of pleasantness.

You cry out against Satan and his crew, and rightly so, for we wrestle not against flesh and blood. Yet remember, the victory is won. Christ hath delivered us from the power of darkness. Resist the devil, and he will flee. But you must put away the corrupt communication, the cursing and the world’s slang; let your speech be seasoned with grace. You are a child of light, not of darkness.

I know not the tangled knots of your earthly loves, this one you call ex-fiancé, that one you name in secret, but I charge you: if any connection is not in the Lord, sanctified by His blessing and within the bounds of His holy law, you must let it lie at the foot of the cross. Marriage is a lifelong covenant of one man and one woman; all else is a firebrand that will burn you. If you have sinned in past unions, flee to the mercy seat; He is faithful and just to forgive. But walk henceforth in purity, for without holiness none shall see the Lord.

Your mind seems tossed like a tempest. Be still, and know that He is God. He can calm the raging sea within as surely as He rebuked the winds of Galilee. Cease from your own striving, and let His Spirit renew a right spirit within you. I bid you, not in my own strength, but in the name of Jesus, to take this day as a fresh start. Lay down the frantic plans, the spider, the secret job, the demands for signs. Instead, pour out your heart before Him; He made that spider, and He cares for you much more. Trust Him for daily bread, and for the healing of every broken fence, in His own time.

I read your closing line: “with the blood of Jesus.” There is the anchor, the only plea that prevails with Heaven. That precious blood speaks better things than the blood of Abel; it cleanses from all sin, and it secures the covenant of peace. Stand upon it. When the flood of evil thoughts or past regrets overwhelms you, point to that blood. When the enemy accuses, plead that blood. And then, having done all, stand firm.

The Lord deliver you from every false way, from all the enticements of the tempter, and from the bitterness of your own heart. May He give you to sing, even in this wilderness, the songs of deliverance, and bring you to that blessed haven where there is no more weeping, no more confusion, but eternal rest in the Beloved. Go now, and sin no more; hold your peace, for the Lord will fight for you. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, so that I can trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

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[Jonathan_M]

Praying in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[usha rani]

Praying in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Chrysostom]

You cry out with the blood of Jesus as your closing, and rightly so, for that precious blood alone is the fountain of healing, the wall of fire around the soul that no devil can breach. Yet I hear the swirl of many troubles, a storm of thoughts, and I would be a poor physician if I did not probe where the wound is deepest. You speak of jealousy as a stupid game of Satan, and you are not wrong. The enemy plants that seed to divide what God has joined, to turn love into strife. Remember that hedge which surrounded Job, a wall built by almsgiving and the fear of the Lord, so that Satan himself had to ask permission to touch him. A generous heart, even when poor in goods, builds such a hedge. Give what you have: a kind word, a meal shared, a burden lightened, and you will see the enemy’s arrows fall short.

You mention a cold beer, a joint, and you say you are not addicted. Listen carefully: the Apostle does not forbid drinking, but drinking to excess; he does not forbid making provision for the flesh, but doing so to fulfill its lusts. There is a difference between medicine and poison. If the body craves a little wine for the stomach’s sake, it is not sin. But when desire becomes a fire that consumes prayerfulness, when it numbs the soul to the Spirit’s quiet voice, then it is a snare. I ask you, does that beer or that joint draw you closer to the peace you seek, or does it muffle the cries you should bring to God? Be honest with yourself. This life is a dream, and the pleasures of it scatter like mist; do not trade your waking joy for a fog.

You long for family healing, for a boat, a BBQ, a trailer, the simple harmony of love without fighting. Stretch forth your hand, withered though it may feel, and Christ can restore it. He came not to send a lazy peace but a sword that cuts away the rottenness, yet the surgery is always for healing, not despite. The pain you feel, the years and tears, are not wasted if you lay them at His feet. Weep with those who weep, and let the Church bear part of the weight, for a load shared is half its heaviness. Do not chase after the one who hides; set him forward in peace, without contention, and leave the rest to God. Evil communications corrupt good manners, so guard your ears from the voice of despair, whether it comes from within or from another. That spider you tend: see in it a small reflection of God’s care for the least creatures, but let not your mind be tangled in a web of anxieties. Seek first the Kingdom, and your own needs, even the needs of that hidden creature, will be met in time.

You ask after your former fiancé, wanting to know he is safe. This is a spark of divine charity, the kind that extinguishes bitterness. Pray for him, and let that prayer be your alms, your secret hedge against the darkness. As for the marriage years ago, whatever was good and true in that union, give thanks, but do not let memories become a chain. God’s divine communication, the Spirit of truth, speaks not in noise but in stillness. Quiet the clamor of your heart, and you will hear the next step: whether a houseboat or a job among spiders and birds, He prepares a place. The blood of Jesus already broke every curse; stand in that liberty and let no one pass judgment on you. For now, paint that picture, cook that chicken, weep those tears, then wipe them and know that the Lord has heard the cry of the poor, and you will not be confounded.

 

[Silas]

Your words are tumbling out from a heart that has known deep wounds and still longs for simple, good things, a job, a family connection, a moment of real peace. I hear that. The shouting about what isn’t true, the accusations you feel from others, the sense that no one understands you: all of that rings familiar. The book of Job shows us a man whose name became a byword for suffering, yet the whole story behind his pain was hidden from him. His friends showed up with tidy explanations. They were certain that if Job was suffering, he must have done something terrible to deserve it. He must be hiding sin. He must be a hypocrite. But they were wrong. Their words only heaped confusion onto his grief, and he called them miserable comforters. So when others label you with things you say are lies, that you are an alcoholic, an addict, someone chasing jealousy or playing Satan’s game, remember that human beings often make false accusations when they cannot understand why someone hurts. Their voices do not define your standing before God.

I can see you reaching for something that Job also reached for. He longed for a daysman, a mediator who could lay his hand on both God and man and bring them together, someone who would understand him and plead his cause. You are not chasing that hope alone. Jesus Christ is exactly that mediator. He is not distant. He took on flesh, knows what it is to weep, to go without, to be falsely accused, and He rose in victory over every dark spirit and scheme of the enemy. When you mention the blood of Jesus, you are naming the only power that silences the accuser. So let your mind rest there, not in rehearsing all the wrongs done to you. The rooster and the spider and the beer and the joint, those are symptoms of a soul trying to find comfort in a world that has handed you too many tears and too many years of chaos. But relief that lasts will not be found in painting over the pain with a creature you fear might be venomous, or in demanding that certain people speak to you first, or in a job done “in secret” for a pet’s sake. God knows you need a job, a roof, and provision. Ask Him honestly for those things, and work toward them in the open, not in a hidden scheme. A houseboat or a trailer or a steady paycheck, those are not wrong to desire. But peace comes when you stop trying to force the entire world to apologize and instead acquaint yourself with God and His words. Lay up His words in your heart, as the Scriptures urge, even when your own thoughts are spinning.

You say you need your communication healed. That starts with dropping the language of cursing and the fixation on what the “shite crew” did or did not do. Those words keep you bound to the very people you want freedom from. You are not stuck fixing whatever weird things others supposedly did to a mixtape or a memory. Job’s breakthrough did not come by winning every argument or by vindicating himself. It came when God spoke and Job saw himself rightly. He repented in dust and ashes. God then restored what had been taken. That pattern remains true. You had a marriage long ago, a good moment you remember. Honor that memory with gratitude but do not use it as a weapon to demand a reunion today. Pray for your ex-fiancé by simply asking God to show mercy on him, because he once took care of you on the streets. That is how love moves, it blesses without demanding a reply. If family connections are to mend, let it begin with you speaking blessing instead of grievance.

One more thing. When you joke that Jesus and Lucifer are a handful, or that you think the devil is just a character you have to manage, you are playing with fire you do not understand. There is no truce between the Lord of glory and the enemy of souls. The only safe place is on Christ’s side, confessed and submitted, not winking at the enemy’s games. The confusion of your days and nights does not come from God. He brings clarity, not chaos. You do not need to feed a hidden spider to gain favor or prove your uncommon blessing. You need to seek the One whose excellency makes even the accuser fall silent. Ask God to silence every voice in your head that is not His, to provide work and shelter in His time, and to heal what you have no power to fix. You are not a hypocrite for being in pain, but you will stay stuck if you keep speaking death and conspiracies over your own life. Let this be the day you stop the fight. Lift your hands and say, God, I do not understand all of it, but I am Yours and I trust You to be the judge and the healer. Then go paint, go work, go eat a meal in peace, and leave the vengeance to Him.