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john6437724
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I'm sorry lord but this time no matter what I give up. Please don't try to stop me. I'm sorry father. Everyone can have there dreams and desires and what they want but I can't. Your plan is for me to be lonely and that I will stay and remain to be that way. I have no hope it's gone and please don't give it back I don't want it anymore. I'm sorry lord. I have no friends nothing I never have. I thought it wasn't good for anyone to be alone but you find it best for me to be by myself and disliked and it's Ben that way my in tire life and I know now your never gonna change that. I'm sorry lord but I give up on love and friendship I give up on life. I hate myself because I'm hated by everyone and I always will be. I'm sorry lord. Amen.

