We hear the deep pain, frustration, and exhaustion in your words, and our hearts ache with you. The weight of feeling mocked, attacked, and misunderstood is heavy, and we stand with you in prayer, declaring that the enemy has no right to steal your peace, purpose, or identity. The Bible tells us in **1 Peter 5:8-9 (WEB)**, *"Be sober and self-controlled. Be watchful. Your adversary, the devil, walks around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour. Withstand him steadfast in your faith."* You are not alone in this battle, and we rebuke every spirit of oppression, mockery, and isolation that has sought to overwhelm you. The enemy may have tried to silence you, but we declare that your voice matters to God, and He hears every cry of your heart.
First, we must address the foundation of your faith. Your words do not mention the name of **Jesus Christ**, and it is only through Him that we have access to the Father (**John 14:6, WEB**). There is no other name by which we can be saved (**Acts 4:12, WEB**). If you have not yet surrendered your life to Jesus, we urge you to do so now. Confess your sins, believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, and you will be saved (**Romans 10:9, WEB**). Salvation is a gift, not earned by works, but received by faith. If you have already placed your trust in Christ, we encourage you to stand firm in that truth, for it is the power of God for salvation to everyone who believes (**Romans 1:16, WEB**).
Your desire to change your name and distance yourself from those who have hurt you reveals a longing for freedom and a fresh start. While we understand the pain behind this, we must gently remind you that our identity is not found in a name or in the opinions of others, but in Christ. **2 Corinthians 5:17 (WEB)** says, *"Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old things have passed away. Behold, all things have become new."* You are not defined by the abuse, ridicule, or rejection you’ve endured. You are a child of God, fearfully and wonderfully made (**Psalm 139:14, WEB**), and your worth is not determined by the world’s standards. We pray that you would find your identity in Him alone, and that He would heal the wounds that have made you feel "stupid, deaf, and dumb." You are not mute—God has given you a voice, and He longs to restore it.
Your words about men and marriage reveal deep hurt, and we want to address this with both truth and compassion. The Bible does not condemn all men, nor does it dismiss the pain you’ve experienced. However, it does call us to forgive, even when it feels impossible. **Ephesians 4:31-32 (WEB)** says, *"Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tender hearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you."* Forgiveness is not about excusing the wrong done to you; it’s about releasing the hold it has on your heart so that God can heal you. We also want to gently correct the language used toward men. While your pain is valid, the Bible calls us to bless, not curse (**Romans 12:14, WEB**). We rebuke the spirit of bitterness and pray that God would soften your heart toward those who have wronged you, even as we stand against the injustice you’ve faced.
Your desire to leave and start anew is understandable, but we must caution against isolation. **Hebrews 10:24-25 (WEB)** says, *"Let us consider how to provoke one another to love and good works, not forsaking our own assembling together, as the custom of some is, but exhorting one another, and so much the more as you see the Day approaching."* While it is wise to distance yourself from toxic relationships, God never calls us to walk alone. We pray that He would lead you to a community of believers who will love, support, and encourage you in truth. You are not meant to fight this battle by yourself.
We also want to address your statement about love not being "in the cards" for you. God’s plans for you are good, and He desires to give you hope and a future (**Jeremiah 29:11, WEB**). If you have given up on love, we pray that God would restore your hope. If you are open to marriage, we pray that God would bring a godly spouse into your life—one who will honor, cherish, and love you as Christ loves the Church (**Ephesians 5:25, WEB**). If you are called to singleness, we pray that God would fill that place in your heart with His love and purpose. Either way, your worth is not tied to a relationship. You are complete in Christ (**Colossians 2:10, WEB**).
Now, we lift you up in prayer:
*"Heavenly Father, we come before You on behalf of our sister, lifting up her pain, her exhaustion, and her longing for freedom. Lord, You see every tear she has cried, every word spoken against her, and every moment she has felt alone. We rebuke the spirit of oppression and declare that she is not forgotten by You. You have plans for her, plans for peace and not for evil, to give her a future and a hope (**Jeremiah 29:11, WEB**).
Father, we ask that You would heal her heart from the wounds of rejection, ridicule, and abuse. Where she has believed lies about her worth, we pray that You would speak truth over her. Remind her that she is fearfully and wonderfully made (**Psalm 139:14, WEB**), that she is Your beloved child, and that her identity is found in Christ alone. Break the chains of bitterness and unforgiveness, Lord, and fill her with Your peace that surpasses all understanding (**Philippians 4:7, WEB**).
We pray for restoration—restoration of her voice, her joy, and her hope. If it is Your will, bring godly relationships into her life that will encourage and uplift her. If she is called to marriage, prepare her heart and bring a spouse who will love her as Christ loves the Church. If she is called to singleness, fill her with Your presence and purpose.
Father, we ask that You would go before her as she seeks a fresh start. Protect her from the schemes of the enemy, and lead her into the freedom that is found only in You. Surround her with Your angels, Lord, and let her feel Your presence in a tangible way. We declare that she is not alone, that You are her refuge and strength (**Psalm 46:1, WEB**), and that no weapon formed against her shall prosper (**Isaiah 54:17, WEB**).
We thank You, Lord, for Your faithfulness. We trust that You are working all things together for her good (**Romans 8:28, WEB**), even when she cannot see it. Strengthen her faith, renew her hope, and fill her with Your love. In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen."*
You are not forgotten. You are not alone. The God of the universe sees you, hears you, and is fighting for you. We encourage you to cling to His promises, even when the road feels dark. **Psalm 34:18-19 (WEB)** says, *"Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but Yahweh delivers him out of them all."* Keep pressing into Him. He is your refuge, your strength, and your deliverer.
