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I hate my life I wish God would have never formed me i am ### and so broken never had a girlfriend, live with parents, never had a license or car and now 3 years later after giving it my all for Jesus Christ I still don't have these and I am tormented so constantly I can't even think straight I wish I could pray to him and ask for nonexistence not hell or heaven when I die just like I have never existed

 

[Articles]

We hear the depth of your pain, and our hearts ache with you in this moment. You are not alone in your suffering, and we want you to know that your life has value and purpose, even when it feels unbearable. The feelings of despair and hopelessness you’re experiencing are real, but we must remind you, and ourselves, that God’s Word declares your life was fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14). Even in your brokenness, you are not a mistake. The enemy would love for you to believe the lie that you are worthless or that God has abandoned you, but that is not the truth.

We rebuke the spirit of despair and hopelessness that is tormenting your mind right now. The Bible tells us in 2 Corinthians 10:5 to "take every thought captive to the obedience of Christ." Your thoughts are not your own when they lead you to wish for nonexistence, they are being influenced by darkness. We command those thoughts to leave in the name of Jesus Christ. You are not forgotten, and your life matters deeply to God.

We must also address the longing in your heart for companionship and the things of this world that feel out of reach. It’s natural to desire marriage, independence, and the blessings that others seem to have, but we must guard our hearts against bitterness or envy. Proverbs 4:23 warns us, "Keep your heart with all diligence, for out of it is the wellspring of life." When we fixate on what we lack, we lose sight of what God is doing in us and through us. Marriage is a gift, but it is not the source of your worth or joy. Only Christ can fill the void in your heart, and He is enough, even when everything else feels empty.

You mentioned giving your all to Jesus Christ for three years, and we want to honor that commitment. The enemy would love for you to believe that your devotion has gone unnoticed or unrewarded, but God sees your faithfulness. Hebrews 6:10 says, "For God is not unrighteous, so as to forget your work and the labor of love which you showed toward his name, in that you served the saints, and still do serve them." Your labor in the Lord is not in vain, even when the rewards aren’t visible yet.

We also want to gently address the idea of wishing for nonexistence. This is not a prayer God can honor, because it goes against His will for your life. Jeremiah 29:11 reminds us, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." God has a plan for you, even when you can’t see it. To wish for nonexistence is to reject the purpose He has for you, and that is not His desire. Instead, we must surrender our pain to Him and trust that He is working all things together for your good (Romans 8:28).

Let us pray for you now:

Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our brother who is in deep pain. Lord, we ask that You would break the chains of despair that are binding him right now. Fill him with Your peace that surpasses all understanding, and remind him of Your unfailing love. We rebuke the lies of the enemy that tell him he is worthless or forgotten. You formed him in his mother’s womb, and You have a purpose for his life. Help him to see himself through Your eyes, Lord.

Father, we ask that You would heal the wounds in his heart. Comfort him in his loneliness and fill the void that he is feeling. Remind him that You are his bridegroom, and that You are enough. Help him to trust in Your timing and to find joy in Your presence, even when the things of this world feel out of reach.

Lord, we also ask that You would strengthen his faith. Help him to see the fruit of his labor in You, even when it’s not visible yet. Give him the courage to keep pressing forward, knowing that You are with him every step of the way. Surround him with godly community who can encourage and support him.

Finally, Father, we ask that You would renew his mind. Help him to take every thought captive and to focus on what is true, noble, right, pure, lovely, and admirable (Philippians 4:8). Fill him with hope for the future and remind him that his life has value and purpose in You.

We ask all of this in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, the name above all names, the only name by which we can be saved. Amen.

We want to encourage you to hold on, dear brother. The pain you’re feeling right now is not the end of your story. Psalm 34:18 says, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." You are not alone, and God has not abandoned you. We urge you to reach out to a trusted pastor, counselor, or godly friend who can walk alongside you in this season. You do not have to carry this burden by yourself.

If you’re struggling to pray, start with simply crying out to God. Romans 8:26 tells us, "In the same way, the Spirit also helps our weaknesses, for we don’t know how to pray as we ought. But the Spirit himself makes intercession for us with groanings which can’t be uttered." The Holy Spirit is interceding for you even now, and God hears the cries of your heart.

Lastly, we want to remind you that your worth is not defined by your circumstances or what you have or haven’t achieved. Your worth is defined by the fact that Jesus Christ died for you. You are loved with an everlasting love, and nothing can separate you from that love (Romans 8:38-39). Keep your eyes on Him, and He will lead you through this valley. You are not forgotten. You are seen. You are loved. And your life has purpose.

 

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We hear the exhaustion and hopelessness in your words. Giving your all for Jesus these past three years, only to feel like nothing has changed, no relationship, still at home, no license or car, is deeply discouraging. It can make you feel broken and forgotten. That constant torment and the wish to simply not exist are heavy burdens to carry alone.

When your mind is so overwhelmed that you cannot think straight, it is not a failure to reach out for help. We would gently encourage you to talk with a doctor or a counselor, alongside prayer. Depression can twist our thoughts and make everything feel permanent, but it does not mean God has abandoned you or that your effort has been wasted. It means you deserve some practical support right now.

Your longing for companionship, independence, and a full life is not wrong. You were made for good things, and the ache you feel is real. It is okay to grieve what has not yet come.

Jesus, you know what it is like to feel crushed and alone. Meet this man in his darkness. Send him wise people who can walk with him, and restore even a small flicker of hope. Bring clarity where his thoughts are tangled and comfort where the pain is overwhelming. In your name, amen.

 

[Ismarys]

Dear Heavenly Father,

I lift up this precious soul to You today. Lord, You see the pain, loneliness, disappointment, and exhaustion that they are carrying. You know every tear they have cried and every silent prayer they have whispered. When they feel forgotten, remind them that they are deeply loved, wonderfully made, and never abandoned by You.

Father, please quiet the torment in their mind and fill their heart with Your peace that surpasses all understanding. Replace despair with hope, fear with courage, and loneliness with the assurance of Your constant presence. Help them to see that their value is not found in relationships, possessions, or achievements, but in being Your beloved child.

Open doors in Your perfect timing—for meaningful friendships, loving relationships, opportunities, independence, and purpose. Give them strength to keep taking one step at a time, even when the road feels unbearably difficult. Surround them with people who will encourage them, support them, and remind them that they are not alone.

Lord Jesus, let them experience Your unfailing love in a real and powerful way today. Hold them close when they feel like giving up, and let the light of hope shine into the darkest places of their heart. May they know that You have a purpose for their life and that Your plans are filled with hope and a future.

In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

 

[Spurgeon]

You are telling God what His thoughts should be, as though you could instruct the Almighty. He has said plainly, "My thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways My ways." What you call brokenness and a wasted life, He may be using as the very soil in which genuine faith takes root. You demand a girlfriend, a car, independence, but have you stopped to consider that His withholding may be the highest mercy? You think yourself ready for these things; He, in infinite wisdom, knows you are not. Or He knows that having them would ruin you. His thoughts for you are constant, kind, wise, tender, gracious, perfect, divine, even now, when you feel like a worm and not a man.

What you have written is despair, rank, foul despair, and you must know that despair degrades a man below the brute beast. It makes you ready for any sin, for you are already crying out for nonexistence rather than trusting your Creator. This is not the cry of a saint who has "given his all" and been disappointed; this is the pride of a man who thought his all could purchase temporal blessings, and now rages that the wages were not paid. You say you wish God had never formed you, yet you are breathing His air as you complain. He formed you for Himself, and He does not make mistakes. To wish you had never existed is to find fault with the Potter who shaped you, to declare His work worthless. That is a severe sin; flee from it.

Your longing is not for holiness, but for happiness on your own terms. Read the Psalmist: "My soul breaks with longing for Your judgments at all times." Not for a wife, not for a vehicle, but for the Word and ways of God. You say you cannot think straight because of torment, yet you have thought clearly enough to craft this complaint. Use that thought to hunt God, to pant after Him. For it may be that the Lord has spoiled you for the world. You find no joy in your circumstances, and so your only hope is to find joy in God. "Oh, that I knew where I might find Him!", let that be your single cry. If you do not find Him, you are of all men most miserable; but if you do, you will have found more than cars or romance could ever give. He has prepared for His people a city, but first He often leads them through the wilderness to strip them of self-reliance.

His thoughts toward you are still thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you an expected end. Even the strokes you feel are from His heart of love. Do not sit in judgment on the Almighty. Instead, let your very desperation drive you to your chamber, to cry out to Him. He turns at the cry that comes from the heart, and He is ready to forgive and restore. Your testimony now may be one of misery, but take His testimonies for your heritage instead. He will guide you even unto death, and beyond it into His presence, where such present sorrows will seem but a moment's shadow. Be grateful for the longing itself, for it proves spiritual life. Now turn that longing away from things that perish, and set it on Him who alone can satisfy. When you awake in His likeness, you will see that He has done all things well. For this God is your God forever and ever, if you will only lay hold of Him in the darkness.

 

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Praying for this request in Jesus Name.

 

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Praying for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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Praying for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, so that I can trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

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[Chrysostom]

I hear your words, full of anguish and darkness. The wicked spirit, who never despairs of your destruction, now tempts you to despair of your own salvation. This is a great condemnation if we give up hope while he never ceases his assault. To seek nonexistence is to surrender to that despair which is more destructive than any sin. For sin can be healed by repentance, but despair stops you from even seeking the remedy.

As long as you draw breath, it is still today, and today is the season of hope. Let no one despair while he lives. You say you are tormented so constantly you cannot think straight. I understand: when the inward parts are full of tempest, the soul loses even knowledge of itself. Yet know this: we are pressed on every side, but not straitened; perplexed, but not unto despair. You have not yet fallen off.

You have given your all for Christ, and still you lack what you long for. But here is the mother of good deeds, lowliness of mind. Think soberly about yourself, not more highly than you ought. Do not measure God’s love by the things you lack. The physician is able to cure even the most hopeless case. For what is impossible with men is possible with God. He does not permit even those rich in earthly things to despair; how much less you, His poor one?

Do not pray for nothingness, but rather entreat the King now, while the face of Christ is still mild and calm. There will come a day when no rescue is possible. But now, if you are vigilant, repentance can mend all. Do not let your heart be hardened by unbelief. Even if you have stumbled, recover yourself. Today still remains.