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praysite-92
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I hate this year. It's just a terrible year for me emotionally, physically, spiritually. I all of a sudden has a LOT of ANGER inside me, I don't know why. I'm thinking that maybe it's not so much anger as frustration and helplessness. I feel like I have lost control over my work, my family, myself, my finances. Everything is such a mess. I feel like a terrible wife and mother. I yell at my children and hurt them so much. My husband frustrates me. He has bipolar depression. I can't deal with that anymore. Feel like I have to take the lead and that I must think for him as well. I can't do it. I'm so frustrated. I seem to lost connection with the Lord. Feel like He's angry with me for the terrible state my life is in right now. I need urgent prayer. I hate my job, hate the city, I want to be happy, even if it means having less money, I don't know where to go or what to do. Work is so scarce, but I hate my job. My husband hates his job as well. We want a better new future.
