mel rose
Humble Prayer Partner
I can't stop thinking and feeling so guilty. Feel like i lost an oportunity because of my fears and now they are mad at me. My boyfriend doesnt want to talk to me. I told him that i dont want to talk to enyone but when i reach to talk to him he cant so i feel like i waste hes time on me. He bought a plain ticket for me and because of my fears i say to him i cant go and now i feel so bad . He told hes family i was going to visit them for the first time. I feel so ashame and so bad becuase of me his not happy and he told me he feels embarrass. I have so many things going around my head. I try not to worry and to stop thinking about it but i dont even know who im going to act in front of him or gow things are going to be. I feel that is better to turn off my phone and dint talk to him but i miss him and wish i could be with him. Because of my stupid fear of flying alone in a plain i feel like the worst.

