TJ1488
Disciple of Prayer
I am having an extremely hard time dealing with a breakup from an individual who I thought was the person I would spend the rest of my life with. I feel awful because I am down all of the time and I know I need to trust in God so I am asking for prayer that I find strength to let this go and let God guide me. It has been extremely rough for the past six months and every day feels like such a challenge although I am truly trying to remember that God has a plan for us. This has to be the worst pain I have ever felt. I miss him terribly, I miss the life we had together and I miss his family. I want so bad to change things but I want to stop having that mentality and give it to God because he knows why this is happening in my life. My biggest prayer is that he will hold my hand through this and help me see that he is here. I pray that God will enter his heart and show him the special relationship we had and allow us to try to work things out. He is a stubborn individual and I have lost my best friend. We do not speak and I hate that because my heart is full of so much love for him. I was also close with his mom and I miss her so much. She was like the mom I did not have and some days I just feel like I lost everything. I just want to be a family again. I want to overcome one fight that changed everything. Please pray that he wakes up and decides to work on things or that I find some peace within because it is challenging to get up everyday and fake a smile when I feel this pain inside.
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