Jesussaves89
Beloved of All
Im so tired of illnesses and mental struggles, phobias, demons. Lord, please help me also send someone into my life who is kind, I beg you, someone who won't bully me please. God, have mercy please. I am always stuck with the same people every day, year after year. If I feel so down, can you help me please? Can I leave this abusive environment? How am I supposed to leave when I'm supposed to be a keeper at home? I feel like God won't ever help me. I'm stuck forever in an abusive controlling situation. Always controlled, Lord, please help me. I want to honor you but I want to die. How do I live like this? Can you help me, Lord? I feel I need help but you never help. All there is is abuse and more abuse, more commands, more submission. I feel trapped alone, sad. Help this is insanity, Lord. Where are you? I beg you, I feel trapped every day. Same prayer for her and warm bath. PLEASE. I don't want to live anymore. Why won't God help me? Why do women always have to be controlled and abused? I can't live like this. I have no voice as a woman. Then send a man to have voice for me. How does this thing work? I'm lost on to do this to me, Lord. I can't do this. I don't know how to go on. I want to be free. Help. Ugh, why won't you help me? I don't want to live anymore. And I can't get help. The Lord, will not help me no matter how much I ask here. Want some suffer and die. I can't fake this anymore. God, why can't you help me? What do I have to do to be heard? Don't you care? Don't you care? Don't you care?

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.