sandra
Beloved of All
I am going to tell everyone what is going on with me (I haven't told anyone). I went to the dentist about 2 or 2.5 years ago to have my teeth clean. When I was there, they noticed a red sore on the inside of my bottom lip. They told me if it was still there next time, it would need further examination. It is still there. I never paid attention to it until the dentist pointed it out. I started looking it up online, and it basically talks about oral cancer. I am so scared and keep praying for God to heal it.
When I was younger, I didn't have anyone that looked out for my best interest. My Dad was an alcoholic, and my mom I felt would use me to get what she could out of me. I have a very low self-esteem of myself. No one said that I was good at anything, and I always felt like I had to work hard just to be noticed a little bit. My mom never taught me to go to the doctor when I was worried about something (or once a year), or not to smoke, or to go to the dentist every 6 months, or to stay in school, or ever told me I was good at anything. She let me drop out of school. I got a job and gave her my money. I still do a lot for my mom (I don't know if I am still looking for approval or just doing it out of respect because she is my mom).
So please everyone say a prayer. God will heal me and be there for me when nobody else was. Thank you for taking the time to read my prayer request.
When I was younger, I didn't have anyone that looked out for my best interest. My Dad was an alcoholic, and my mom I felt would use me to get what she could out of me. I have a very low self-esteem of myself. No one said that I was good at anything, and I always felt like I had to work hard just to be noticed a little bit. My mom never taught me to go to the doctor when I was worried about something (or once a year), or not to smoke, or to go to the dentist every 6 months, or to stay in school, or ever told me I was good at anything. She let me drop out of school. I got a job and gave her my money. I still do a lot for my mom (I don't know if I am still looking for approval or just doing it out of respect because she is my mom).
So please everyone say a prayer. God will heal me and be there for me when nobody else was. Thank you for taking the time to read my prayer request.
