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Disciple of Prayer
Praise the Lord.
I am beena. In the last thread, I had asked all my servants of the Lord to pray for me. I had mentioned about the money I had taken from a man named ###. Today morning he came with some men to my home and scolded me so badly in front of my mom. And he has given a threat to me by month end I have to clear the amount or else he will put me out of this building and insult me on the road and will not allow me to live. Isn't the Lord not hearing this? Isn't the Lord not seeing this? Isn't the Lord not loving me? Why am I facing so much of problems in my life. I was silent by myself; I wouldn't have taken money from ### but because of one lady I had to take, and all this happened. Why is the Lord blessing me with a job? Is that now the Lord's wish that I end my life? I can't live my life now. Because I am on so much of debt of ### and they all haunt me. In my building, if they come to know then it's a shame for me, my grown-up daughter, and mother. Why is Jesus not blessing me and putting me in shame, in trouble, adding debts. Why isn't he blessing me. Why he can't see my pain? Why isn't he sending anyone to my help who can understand my situation. Why did Jesus make my husband separate from me? Why can't I be blessed like others?
I am beena. In the last thread, I had asked all my servants of the Lord to pray for me. I had mentioned about the money I had taken from a man named ###. Today morning he came with some men to my home and scolded me so badly in front of my mom. And he has given a threat to me by month end I have to clear the amount or else he will put me out of this building and insult me on the road and will not allow me to live. Isn't the Lord not hearing this? Isn't the Lord not seeing this? Isn't the Lord not loving me? Why am I facing so much of problems in my life. I was silent by myself; I wouldn't have taken money from ### but because of one lady I had to take, and all this happened. Why is the Lord blessing me with a job? Is that now the Lord's wish that I end my life? I can't live my life now. Because I am on so much of debt of ### and they all haunt me. In my building, if they come to know then it's a shame for me, my grown-up daughter, and mother. Why is Jesus not blessing me and putting me in shame, in trouble, adding debts. Why isn't he blessing me. Why he can't see my pain? Why isn't he sending anyone to my help who can understand my situation. Why did Jesus make my husband separate from me? Why can't I be blessed like others?