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Disciple of Prayer
I am a Christian. I serve in church. I am a worship leader and I knew Jesus. But I got problem now. I had a boyfriend and we're in relationship for 1 year now. Both of us know Jesus and we are a Christian. We are in long distance relationship. We really missed each other. I really wanna have a pure and holy life. So we call each other to keep our relationship going on. The problem is we talk about how we miss each other. We even masturbate thinking about each other. We have been doing this for 1 years. We never had sex cause we know it is sinful. But i really feel guilty about this. Even though we didn't do it physically but we do it in our dream and also using voice. I feel so bad and guilty. I want to live a pure and holy life but this is what i do! I am so ashamed. I have tried to run away from this sins but it's impossible. Please pray for me and my boyfriend so that we can overcome this. I wanna get married in church and in holinness. I really need help now. I am so afraid that I will go to hell. %uD83D%uDE22%uD83D%uDE22 i can't share this with anyone because they will judge me and not believe i am able to do that cause i am considered a good girl and love Jesus. Please pray for us.
