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Disciple of Prayer
I am a Christian. I serve in church. I am a worship leader and I knew Jesus. But I got a problem now. I had a boyfriend and we were in a relationship for 1 year now. Both of us know Jesus and we are Christians. We are in a long-distance relationship. We really miss each other. I really want to have a pure and holy life. So we call each other to keep our relationship going on. The problem is we talk about how we miss each other. We even masturbate thinking about each other. We have been doing this for 1 year. We never had sex because we know it is sinful. But I really feel guilty about this. Even though we didn't do it physically, but we do it in our dreams and also using our voices. I feel so bad and guilty. I want to live a pure and holy life, but this is what I do! I am so ashamed. I have tried to run away from these sins, but it's impossible. Please pray for me and my boyfriend so that we can overcome this. I want to get married in church and in holiness. I really need help now. I am so afraid that I will go to hell.
I can't share this with anyone because they will judge me and not believe I am able to do that because I am considered a good girl and love Jesus. Please pray for us.
I can't share this with anyone because they will judge me and not believe I am able to do that because I am considered a good girl and love Jesus. Please pray for us.
