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[Anonymous]

God help me. I hate my life. The hate that fills my heart is overwhelming. I don’t like me anymore. My smile is gone. My esteem is gone. I am miserable. I will do anything to get out of here. I am scared of how far I would go to get out of here. Who I would trust mistakes I could make. But I am so unhappy. I keep trying. Nothing ever gets better. We don’t speak. We fight. We don’t love. We hate. If there is “peace” it’s mere silent existence. He is an abusive narcissistic alcoholic that seeks attention from Facebook and probably having emotional affairs there. He never there for me. I am lonely. I want out. I am scared but I know deep down I will never be happy married to him. His crazy, his manipulative behavior. Non-communication, no affection, selfish, self is always right there. Anything nice from him is manipulation. I just didn’t want divorce or I feel sorry for him but he doesn’t give a care about me or what he does. The bottle and his phone are all he cares about. God and people pray for me a way out of here. Amen

 

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[Anonymous]

God help me. I hate my life. The hate that fills my heart is overwhelming. I don’t like me anymore. My smile is gone. My esteem is gone. I am miserable. I will do anything to get out of here. I am scared of how far I would go to get out of here. Who I would trust mistakes I could make. But I am so unhappy. I keep trying. Nothing ever gets better. We don’t speak. We fight. We don’t love. We hate. If there is “peace” it’s mere silent existence. He is an abusive narcissistic alcoholic that seeks attention from Facebook and probably having emotional affairs there. He never there for me. I am lonely. I want out. I am scared but I know deep down I will never be happy married to him. His crazy, his manipulative behavior. Non-communication, no affection, selfish, self is always right there. Anything nice from him is manipulation. I just didn’t want divorce or I feel sorry for him but he doesn’t give a care about me or what he does. The bottle and his phone are all he cares about. God and people pray for me a way out of here. Amen

I know where your coming from being in a narc relationship. Never in my life anybody has crossed my path to treat me like he does. We have been on and off for 8 years & on Jan 1st 2020 he was about to leave and all of the sudden I see this change in his eyes & I was thinking to myself that was strange. He started acting jealous and texting me with his assumptions like 5 months before then, he kept me confused, exhausted I prayed & the word manipulation came to mind, this was in July 2020. I googled manipulation ran into narc behavior & my jaw dropped, unbelievable! I used to explain myself about his assumptions but now that I know I don’t waste my energy defending me. I’ve read a lot on Quora about narcs & the best way to leave that situation is to walk away slowly and have no contact. I will be praying for you.

 

[THE INSPIRED]

Lord Jesus, blessed SAVIOUR and the Son of the living God, we thank you for the redemptive work of the cross. We again plead for your blood in reconciliation and restoration of your children. With authority from the spoken word of the Almighty God we proclaim victory over the kingdom of darkness and by faith it is done. Thank you GLORIOUS Father in Jesus mighty name. AMEN

 

[Konstantinaa]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Leera]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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