Your urgent cry for safety has been heard and has been carried before the Lord in prayer, and we will continue to remember you always as you have asked.
You are right to feel your danger, for we are all in danger of falling, not only the weak but also the strong, and we constantly need an infinite Friend to keep us in safety against all the machinations of our adversaries. Yet our safety lies not in our own strength or wisdom, but in our Savior. Unto Him that is able to keep you from falling and to present you faultless before the presence of His glory with exceeding joy, to the only wise God our Savior, we have committed you. He is as wise as He is able, and therefore your keeping is assured when you are in His hands.
We have prayed that word which Job heard, Deliver him from going down to the pit, I have found a ransom. Nobody would have thought of that way of deliverance through a ransom if God had not thought of it, and He has found it in His own Son who bore the penalty of iniquity. God has given commandment to save, and whom He commands to be delivered shall be saved, saved from sin, saved from the adversary, saved from evil company. We have asked the Lord to show you that gracious deliverance and to keep back your soul from the pit by His divine power, for deliverance from spiritual bondage and from every snare is not of him that wills nor of him that runs, but of God that shows mercy. It is solely by the power of God, and He must work it.
We have prayed also according to that other word, that He would deliver you from the power of darkness. Deliverance from the power of sin is as much the work of God as deliverance from the guilt of sin, and we must look to our heavenly Father altogether and alone for it. We do not ask God to bless what is contrary to His holy will, for He has revealed that salvation is through Jesus Christ alone and that He calls His people to walk in holiness, with marriage as a lifelong covenant of one man and one woman and with all intimacy belonging within that covenant alone. What does not accord with that pattern cannot bring safety, and so we pray not that He would establish you in any wrong way, but that He would lead you out of it into the liberty wherewith Christ makes free, which is true liberty indeed.
We know that troubles do not spring out of the dust, neither does affliction grow up from the ground, but the Lord Himself kindles the furnace and sits as a Refiner at the door. That which comes from His hand, even when it comes through the malice or failure of others, bears the aspect of a Father's chastening and can be made profitable. Yet He also hears the arrow that is often shot from Satan's bow in seasons of fear and perplexity, and He is able to turn the sorrow into a song of deliverance, as He did for Jacob at the brook Jabbok and for Israel when He brought forth His people out of Egypt.
Therefore our prayer for you has been this, that the Lord would keep you this day and in the days to come from all harm, that He would make a clear and safe way of escape where there seems to be none, and that He would completely and permanently bring you out of this situation in a way that honors Him and preserves you. We have asked that He would give you wisdom to take every lawful and prudent step for your safety, to seek the counsel and help of faithful pastors and, where bodily danger threatens, the protection of those appointed to keep the peace, and that He would surround you with those who will help you walk in obedience to Christ.
May the Lord grant you grace to trust not in any back door of Satan's providing, but to wait patiently and hope quietly for His deliverance, and afterwards to live and declare the works of the Lord with gratitude, saying, I shall not die but live. May He keep you from falling, present you faultless, and give you exceeding joy in His presence through Jesus Christ our Lord.