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My son is going to trial on February 14th for a crime that he did not commit. The father has blackmailed our family if we pay him money he will drop the charges. But we do not have any money so my son is going to trial for a crime that he did not do. My son is mentally retarded and his girlfriend is as well. The mental retarded girl told her grandmother she was having sex with my mentally retarded son and now the father wants to send my mentally retarded son to prison for life. I cannot bear much more because my son is 28 years old mentally retarded he cannot survive in prison and I am afraid he will kill himself if convicted on Feb 14th. I have cried and prayed to God please release my son and have this case thrown out please. But I feel like God has left me so I hate God right now for letting this happen to my son. Then to make matters worse my granddaughter who is 9 years old is placed into a foster home by social services because the baby mother had beaten her up. She lied and said she did not know where my son was at when she was questioned and now I cannot get custody of her because I was told that grandparents do not have any rights at all in North Carolina where the case is held. I pray that my granddaughter will soon be released into my custody so that I can raise her and she will continue to be a part of my family. But God has not heard my cry or acted on my petition about that case either. So I feel like God is not hearing me right now because of all the other troubles of this world he has to deal with I assume. I am nothing or no one to God right now and it is no use for me to cry out or beg God anymore for my granddaughter or son issue. I feel like Satan has won and has stolen another thing from me again my son and now my granddaughter. What else is there to live for because every time I take a step forward thinking I am going to win in life and be successful the devil just shoots me down. So I do not know if anyone wants to take a chance and pray for me right now or not. This is a prayer that needs to be done quick and fast before the judge will hand down sentencing on Monday and my granddaughter sentencing for placement is May 11, 2011. At this time she will then be up for adoption and the foster mother will have final rights to my grandchild and I will have nothing to say anymore. I have to stoop down or bow down to this foster mother demands. I just will not do that because this is my son's child and my flesh and blood and it is wrong for the state of North Carolina to take away my granddaughter and me not to have any say in where she should live. I love her so much and I do not know how to pray and ask God for help in either of these cases. I feel so lost and all alone now. I just want to curl up give up.
