Anonymous
Beloved of All
I sent a heartfelt outpouring prayerequest to you (###).After posting it successfully I refreshed but only my last one popped up. So I went back and refreshed and the new one still didn't show up. I searched the request as shown in the parenthesis above. All that came back was something to the effect, "Oops. We ran into a problem". When I was pouring out my heart and soul to you all and your AI, I was also pouring them out to God at the same time. Ok, now I get it. You're dismissing me. I seem to be getting a lot of that lately. I'm struggling and I only have you to reach out to and even you are now ghosting me. The only friends I had, including my niece, are not responding. It's not like I'm texting them all the time and my texts to them are short in comparison I sent to you. My last request (now non-existent) was most likely my last one to you. This one surely is. This makes the point. Even you understand my situation is hopeless and there's nothing else that can be done. Maybe it's true that heaven does goes silent when the end is near. I tried my best and this is what I get back. At least my parents and family screamed at me, though I would have preferred silence. But, even when they were silent, it was loud because they wanted me know I was being punished but without the words or the physical punishment. As I said before, maybe the silence of my few friends and my niece is a sign of heaven's silence. And now yours . For all I know, you'll delete this one to. So beit. It certainly appears I'm alone in this. I'm sorry that I really needed "someone" to speak to who wasn't silent. I can understand it can become annoying and I guess I can't really blame you even counselors and therapists will stop seeing patients if their not "healed" after awhile. They just string you along for awhile to get as much insurance money as they can and as much copay as they can get. Truly, I am sorry I wore you all out. But remember, as worn out as you all get (though God bless you for your work and efforts) those who are crying out out and pouring out their hearts and souls usually don't do it until they are worn out and beaten down, exhausted, crushed, and desperate. I know many prayer requests are just as desperate as mine, but I'm not minimizing anyone's legitiment prayer requests. I'm sure everyone who dies send in requests care about others' needs as well . But, sometimes one has to focus on their own for a little while. I lift everyone on here up in prayer. I have helped people in the past, including family members but now I'm not any help to anyone. I'm not suggesting that I deserved to be delivered from my predicament because I have helped people I've helped without ever thinking about being "reimbursed". I'm glad I could when I could, but I'm desperate for help. At least you all were "voices" I could hear, even if alot of it was AI. Right now, AI is better than no voice. God doesn't talk to us like He did in the Old tTestament, and Jesus was only on the earth for 33 years so it's not like we can hear His voice either. Maybe I can make that happen soon. Thank you for your prayers. Now, I'm going to post this, but deleting this one to is up to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.