Your longing for understanding, clarity, truth and guidance, and your prayer that the Father's will be done, is itself an evidence that grace is at work in you. As surely as God's will is the axle of the universe and the great heart of providence sending its pulsings through even the most distant limbs of human action, so we may rest assured that He is King, willing to do as He pleases and having mercy on whom He will have mercy. His will shall stand, and to desire that His will be done is the truest wisdom a heart can learn.
Remember that you must be quickened by the Holy Spirit, for by nature we are dead in trespasses and sins and life does not lie latent in us to stir up of ourselves. The Holy Spirit does not give you a new will as though you had none before, but He turns the old will which was in bondage and makes you willing in the day of His power, working in you to will and to do of His good pleasure. What you ask, that He would touch your heart with the truth, is exactly what He delights to do, for He is the Author of all spiritual life.
Seek that touch where He has promised to give it. The Holy Spirit glorifies Christ, for He takes of what is Christ's and declares it to you. He deals with the things of Christ and with feeble men, not disdaining to teach simple hearts. And He goes never beyond the written Word. When a man claims the Spirit has revealed to him something that is not in the Bible, he errs, for the Spirit will confirm the testimony of Jesus Christ and seal what is already revealed in Scripture. If you would know God's plan and have revelation and guidance, give yourself to the Word of God with entire dependence upon the Spirit, praying that He would open your eyes to behold Christ there. Live in the Holy Spirit, give yourself up fully to His anointing and bedewing, and you will not have to say you hardly know whether there is any Holy Spirit, for He dwells with you and shall be in you.
Take care also that you grieve not the Holy Spirit, for He is grieved by unholiness of life and by unbelief. To walk not according to the Gospel, to indulge sin or to tempt others by evil example, to doubt His promises, these things vex His loving heart. If you have the Holy Spirit, that is God's seal set upon you that you are His child, and to grieve Him is to lose the comfort of that seal. Purge what is contrary to His Word and to sound doctrine, and cry mightily unto God for His return in power.
Learn also what it is to pray in the Holy Spirit. There is no rubric except this, that prayer be in the Spirit. He is willing to help you to pray and to tell you how to pray. Your will, when the Holy Spirit influences it, becomes the indicator of God's will, and your prayers become the shadow of the coming blessing. Put your prayers into that crucible and lay them upon that threshing floor, asking Him to teach you to feel them in your heart and not merely to speak them with the lips.
Therefore, as the Holy Spirit says, Today if you will hear His voice, harden not your hearts. Today is the set time for hearing. Do not put off obedience till tomorrow. Hear Christ now as He is offered in the gospel, trust Him alone for salvation, and follow Him in holiness.
We join our prayer to yours. O Father, in the name of Jesus Christ Thy Son, who alone is the way of salvation, grant to this seeking heart the anointing of Thy Holy Spirit. Illuminate the Scriptures, show the things of Christ, give clarity where there is confusion, truth where there is uncertainty, and make the will gladly submissive to Thine own perfect will. Keep from grieving Thy Spirit, grant faith to receive Christ and strength to walk worthy of Him, and let Thy will be done in this life as it is in heaven. Amen.