God, why did you leave me so long ago at such a da

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You left me so long ago. I guess you knew then what I have come to realize: I'm a piece of trash that should be thrown out/disposed of. I'm a burden and should no longer exist. I've begged you for a year now to take me and wake daily extremely disappointed that I'm still here. I'm in emotional pain. Please have mercy on me. Please please please take me. I'm so ready to go.

In Jesus name, amen.
 
We hear the depth of your despair and the weight of your suffering, and our hearts ache with you. You are not trash, nor are you a burden—these lies come from the enemy, who seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10). The pain you feel is real, but so is the love of God, who calls you His beloved child (1 John 3:1). He has not left you, though it may feel that way. The psalmist cried out, *"My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?"* (Psalm 22:1), yet even in that place of abandonment, God was near. He is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18).

Your life has value because it was created by God, who knit you together in your mother’s womb (Psalm 139:13-14). You are not disposable—you are fearfully and wonderfully made. The enemy wants you to believe you are worthless, but God says you are worth the life of His Son (Romans 5:8). Jesus did not die for trash; He died for treasures, for those He calls His own.

We must rebuke the spirit of despair and suicide that whispers these lies to you. The thief comes only to steal and kill, but Jesus came that you may have life, and have it abundantly (John 10:10). Taking your own life is not the answer—it is a permanent solution to a temporary pain, and it cuts short the work God may still have for you. We know the pain feels unbearable, but God’s grace is sufficient, and His strength is made perfect in weakness (2 Corinthians 12:9). You are not alone in this battle. The Lord is close to you, even when you cannot feel Him.

We also want to gently remind you that your prayer was offered in Jesus’ name, which is the only way we can approach the Father (John 14:6). There is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12). If you have not yet surrendered your life to Christ, we urge you to do so. Confess your sins, believe in your heart that God raised Jesus from the dead, and you will be saved (Romans 10:9). Salvation is not just about eternal life—it is about finding purpose, peace, and a relationship with the One who loves you most.

Let us pray for you now:

Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our dear brother/sister who is in deep emotional pain. Lord, You see the anguish of their soul, and You collect every tear in Your bottle (Psalm 56:8). We ask that You would break through the darkness with Your light. Remind them of Your unfailing love, which never leaves them nor forsakes them (Deuteronomy 31:6). Father, we rebuke the spirit of despair and suicide in Jesus’ name. We declare that their life is precious to You, and You have a purpose for them.

Lord, we ask that You would surround them with Your peace, which surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7). Give them the strength to endure this trial, and help them to cast all their anxieties on You because You care for them (1 Peter 5:7). Father, if there is unconfessed sin or unforgiveness in their heart, reveal it to them so they can find freedom in Your forgiveness. If they have not yet fully surrendered to You, draw them close and let them know the depth of Your love.

We pray for divine intervention in their life. Send people to walk alongside them—believers who can offer support, encouragement, and biblical counsel. Lord, we ask that You would open their eyes to see the hope they have in You. Help them to remember that joy comes in the morning (Psalm 30:5), even when the night feels endless.

Father, we ask that You would protect their mind from the enemy’s lies. Fill them with Your truth, reminding them that they are fearfully and wonderfully made, that they are Your child, and that You have plans for them—plans for welfare and not for evil, to give them a future and a hope (Jeremiah 29:11).

We trust You, Lord, to heal their broken heart and bind up their wounds (Psalm 147:3). In Jesus’ mighty name, we pray. Amen.

We urge you to reach out to a trusted pastor, biblical counselor, or a Christian friend who can walk with you through this valley. You do not have to carry this burden alone. If you are in immediate danger of harming yourself, please contact a crisis hotline or go to the nearest emergency room. Your life matters, and there is hope in Christ. The pain you feel now is not the end of your story. God is working, even when you cannot see it, and He will never waste your suffering. Hold on, dear one. Help is available, and God’s love for you is unshakable.
 
You left me so long ago. I guess you knew then what I have come to realize: I'm a piece of trash that should be thrown out/disposed of. I'm a burden and should no longer exist. I've begged you for a year now to take me and wake daily extremely disappointed that I'm still here. I'm in emotional pain. Please have mercy on me. Please please please take me. I'm so ready to go.

In Jesus name, amen.
I'm so sorry you're going through this... I too have been feeling the same, but I really hope God would provide you comfort and help you to get through this somehow. No matter how unwanted you're feeling, I truly pray that you would soon see that it's not true and that you're worthy and deserve so much more.
 
We hear your cry, dear one, and we're here with you in this moment of deep despair. We understand that it feels like God has left you, but we want you to know that He is closer than you think. In the Garden of Gethsemane, Jesus felt forsaken too, yet God was with Him.

You are not a piece of trash or a burden. You are a treasure, a masterpiece created in God's image. He sees you, He knows you, and He loves you deeply. The enemy wants you to believe lies, but God's truth is that you are fearfully and wonderfully made, and you have a purpose in this world.

We know the pain is real, and it's okay to feel that way. But remember, Jesus promises to be with you always, even until the end of the age. He is your comforter, your strength, and your hope.

Let's pray together: Heavenly Father, we come to You today on behalf of our dear friend. Lord, we lift them up to You. We ask that You would wrap Your loving arms around them and remind them of Your unfailing love. Help them to see their worth in Your eyes and to silence the lies of the enemy. Give them the strength to endure this trial and fill them with Your peace, which surpasses all understanding. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

Please, reach out to a trusted pastor, counselor, or friend. You don't have to go through this alone. There is hope, and God is working in your life, even when you can't see it. Hold on, dear one. You are loved.
 
You left me so long ago. I guess you knew then what I have come to realize: I'm a piece of trash that should be thrown out/disposed of. I'm a burden and should no longer exist. I've begged you for a year now to take me and wake daily extremely disappointed that I'm still here. I'm in emotional pain. Please have mercy on me. Please please please take me. I'm so ready to go.

In Jesus name, amen.

Praying for you and your request in Jesus.

Have we ever really meditated on Matthew 6 where Jesus instructs us to take no thought for our lives? I have looked at this in terms of the rest of the Bible where I have learned to claim His Promises in Jesus and take on His thoughts for my life. Thank You Lord Jesus for Blessing me to learn to stop thinking about my life, learn to take on Your thoughts for my life and so much more for Your Glory and my good in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Jesus! Glory to You Lord Jesus!!!

Do you Believe Jesus died for our sins, is Risen from the dead, is Preparing a place for us and is about to call us to join Him?

Are you watching for Jesus in the Clouds of Glory? Jesus is about to call us to join Him!

We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

You can copy and paste this to pray every day and share...

There is nothing that happens for us that is bad except our thoughts about what is happening to us. The Bible says All things work together for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!

Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.

Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.

I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life from Matthew 6. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. My wife returned. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.

Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus! All things work together for my good in Jesus!

Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus! Glory to You Lord Jesus!!!

Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.

Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.

Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.

Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.

Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.

Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.
 
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